been thinking for awhile..
why don't pple cherish their chance? i mean.. he had her.. and she gave him her everything.., why would that "he" still go out to look for another her?
hmmm.. *raises e eyebrows*
after thinking so much.. i still can't really get a conclusion..
it makes me feel so wasted.. so wasted tat she gave her everything.. luckily, theres no such role in relationships known as a "feelings collecter".. else, u will probably see me collecting all those feelings and keep it to myself like treasure! *hahaha* :D
oh well, maybe she have forgotten abt him.. or maybe, not.. but, my bet lies on the latter.. guiding from the way things are now, theres a hitch telling me that she still can't let it rest.. okkk.. who am i here to make wide guesses.. put it this way then.. as a friend, i am concerned.. *bleah*
anyway, while taking my bath earlier, i was also thinking.. hmmm.. do i really need love? theres a conclusion.. which is, i dun need it.. as i m rather satisfied with what i am now.. but, sometimes, there will still be times whereby i need someone to talk to.. listen to.. quarrel with(but of course, hate myself for quarreling with her[DUH.. i am still a normal guy.. who will choose a mate who is of my opposite sex!!!]) last but not least.. have what i really like, H-U-G-S!!! oh man.. i m so addicted to hugs.. :P
tats not important.. most importantly is.. i think, like i always say, shes the only one i would fall for at this moment..
its kinda hurting to see the amount of care and such i spent on her.. yet receiving none back.. on the other hand, i am rather happy to know tat shes doing fine.. oh well, contradicting! i can be really contradictive at times.. ok.. thats me.. so? what ya gonna do abt it?(sounds like Bad Boys..) *laugh out loud!*
alrighty.. will post up more if theres any thoughts which suddenly flash pass.. :D