JuS dRoPPiNg bY ~!!~

dear, i dun have any fancy words to write.....
jus 3 simple words : " I Love You "

been sometime...

oh well... it has been quite sometime since i last updated...

nothing really big happen recently... just that, things are getting better and better... what thing? slowly go guess bah... ;)

hmmm... went out with sui and my group of friends last friday... to grapevine... chatted alot there... especially when we disturbed leonard... were having so much fun! well... w/o fail... disturbing leonard is always tat fun.. wahaha... :P

after the chat session... while walking back to my place.. we witness a motor ski-ed accident... well.. just nice.. leonard is currently a NSF-Policeman... but, he need not show his face there as the accident did not involve any casualties... lucky enough.. we continued heading back to my place to get the car.. so that we can fetch ah sui home...

just as u think the day has ended... nope.. it didn't... john, leonard and i after fetching sui home, headed to bedok 85 to have supper... well... the two of them ate while i accompanied them with my cup of milo.. hahaha.. talked quite alot, as usual... well... while exchanging each other's thoughts, john mentioned about being a relief teacher.. very tempting to me to try it out... coz, first thing first, i can go back to my secondary school to relief some lessons... on the other hand, i can get some income.. =P but first, what determines my job till enlistment will depend on whether my dad can get me a job at his company... =P

oh well... during sat... went out with the guys again... this time round, was actually planning to have a sec-sch gathering at Marina South.. but, due to many of the guys have already eaten dinner, we decided to make do our meal somewhere at lavender.. but, as per usual, the one leading the group, daniel, did not actually have a good idea of where he is suppose to bring us to... so, we turned around the traffic for quite sometime.. yet, still can't get to the place he plans to bring us to... lol.. so, we decided to change the dining venue to geylang, G7... well.. just as we(daniel and i) were heading to geylang... that bugger(daniel) found the place he wanted to bring us to.. but, it was too late.. the other two bikes(bernard, leonard, gw and john) were already gone... so, no choice lor.. stick to the plan at geylang..

after the meal, met up with Shaun.. and we headed to parklane to have a game of billard.. but, the plan changed again.. we were stuck at the video arcade for about 30-45mins before heading to one of the LAN shop to play some games.. hahaha.. played two rounds of DOTA before we decided to end the day~ =P

as for sunday, nothing concrete really happened.. so, ya.. dun think i need to mention it bah.. ;)

oh.. btw, been listening to quite a number of songs lately.. and, here is one of the song which i find very meaningful.. just to share with you people.. :) enjoy!

路 - 梁静茹

回头看来时的路 总有些复杂感触
我们走的那么辛苦 好不容易才到这地步
不被了解的痛楚 到不了爱的净土
是你让我越过冲突 陪我走过风雨险阻这一段路

如果开始就能看见幸福 不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
或许我不能把爱看清楚 想把你的手牢牢握住
如果这是通往爱的旅途 也许过程注定要荆棘密布
但我不后悔选择这条路 你的爱让我深深体会活着的感触

有时我不愿回头看 一路太多眼泪混乱
幸好有你我才变得勇敢

我从不后悔选择这条路 因为你的爱让我看见
活着的幸福

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tonight's mood...

sad...

wat a day... (v day)

how i spent my valentine's day?

oh well... its amazing on how i spent it... seriously... it is!

i started out the day by being cheated... went to school early in the morning to help out in the Joint Admission Exercise '06... nothing big deal.. helped the school out the day before... so, 14/02/2006 was my second day of helping...

everything looks calm when i arrived in school.. was there at about 0840hrs... as the we were instructed to come only at 0830hrs... being the typical TP students, we are usually late for our appointments... only if the appointment will affect our grades, then, u will see us early... hahaha.. oh come on... Welcome to the real world! :)

as time goes by... i realise... everyone "PANG SEH" me!!! i was the only student helper there up to 1100hrs!!! can u believe it??? i am the only "ah gong" there!!! hahaha... really feel quite pek chek when being bluffed early in the morning... :X

so, not long later.. genie msged me.. telling me that she just woke up... fine.. i gave her a call and told her abt the situation.. then, she decided.. not to come.. and "instigated" me to leave too... hahaha.. as like what she said, "LEAVE"!!! hahaha.. yup.. thats what i did.. slipped off! but, so damn stupid... woke up early to go to school.. then, not long later.. slipped home.. ah! what a way to start my valentine day... i stood out on my valentine "date"... which is.. my school.. LOL...

want to know more about what happened in the course of the day?

simple.. just one word to describe it... "NOTHING"... lol... serious! i just stayed home the whole day... was either sleeping.. or hooked onto MSN... hahaha... very "interesting" way to spend my v day.. ;)

oh.. not forgetting.. went on to call my actual valentine during the night.. heehee.. the feeling is good.. ! even though i see so many couples while on the call.. but still.. i get what i wanted! tats just so simple and sweet.. ;)

another posting!

hmmm... been long since i last updated... wonder why didn't someone remind me to post... hahaha...

anyway, before i start blogging, heres to everyone out there! whatever your status is... be it single or attached, HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!! :)

alright... this year... slightly different from the past years... i have a valentine! but, will be staying out for the whole day... not that i dun want to have a date out... but, oh well... you people just won't understand de... :)

in anyway, its just my problem... so, let me handle it... k? though i won't have those romantic night out like what everyone wishes for... but, i am glad... in fact, very glad that i have a valentine... even though our kind of "outing" is very much different from the rest... ;)

hmmm... enough of all these V. day kinda talks... heres abit of update from me..

during the last weekend, went out with the guys! initially, it was an outing between Daniel and I... went to Chan Bros to do some checking out of prices... on the other hand, collected my 3mths ago salary... hahaha... then, we left the place for Marina Square... the place is so much different as compared to 3mths ago when i was there... totally different! almost got lost somehow... but, still... manage to get to the places we wanna go to... oh... not forgetting... our dinner at this place known as "一点心"... its a dim sum restaurant... whereby we waited damn long for our food... in the end, i didn't even get a taste of the noodle i ordered as they didn't prepare it for me... thats just so wonderful... isn't it? !@#$%^&*(

after the dinner outing, we went shopping awhile before heading on to meet the rest of the guys at Hougang Plaza... they meeting there to play a game of number balls... errr... yup.. thats what they call it.. well... being the one i have always been... i decided not to play with them... dun really like to play either billard or that number ball game... coz, i simply cannot make it in those games... :X as they were playing.. i was busy SMS-ing... and, staring at the television screen.. trying to stay awake.. boredom really kills... :X so.. there i went... waiting and waiting and waiting... waited for them to finish their game for abt 3hrs... close to lah... *patience*

after the ball game... we went for supper... hahaha... ate some beehoon.. before we moved on to mac.. why two places for supper? coz, the beehoon went out... not enuff to serve all of us... so, the bulk of us actually had beehoon first before going to mac and have somewhat like a "finger food" to us.. :P

so, sunday wasn't much of an event... except staying home and playing games with daniel throughout... till late evening... went to town... had dinner there... talked quite alot... got some updates on the things happening @ SG when i was away at India... nice to hear that someone is in a relationship le... especially... its the first time~ hope it will really last... coz, thats the best thing i can get to know for this coming year... :)

as for monday... went back to school to help out my school to "pull" in new students at the joint admission excerise '06... it was fun... had my fair share of getting sun burnt too... feeling so itchy for both my arms now... the burn is really making me feel the itch!~ :X

alright... shall not talk much now... gonna go get someone to listen to my words... and make sure she apply some medicine!!! good night, everyone! :)

recently...

recently... have not much happenings...

just the basic few...

there is one big happening though... and... thats abt me and someone else... thats all abt it...

but, there are somethings which i was thinking through earlier... that is... learn how to treasure the things/feelings you have at the very moment of time... coz, in the face of time... everything could just simply change in a split second... this moment, this thing/person is just beside you... the next moment, the thing/person could just disappear from your foresight...

don't ask me why i am mentioning this... but, i just feel like mentioning... thats all... no particular reason at all!

oh ya... just now went to Bedok 85 market and have the plate of noodles... finally got to eat it... but, feel that the standard of it has dropped alot! besides the eating, talked alot of things with Ailin... from work-related stuffs... to... school related ones... then, to the recent happenings in school... till relationships!

hahaha... shared a few bit with her... but, yup... all the above are just personal views bah... ;)

P.S.: Going to 85 Market to eat was a last minute decision... so, dun blame me for not jio-ing U! :P

Updates

hmmm... a calculation of time since i m back from India, Chennai... 16 days! more than half a month!!!

and... a calculation of things i have done... errr... cannot be... but, i have done nothing! LOL...

alright... shall do something constructive and conducive!

anyway, been pretty busy during my last weekend... sat, went out with my caregroup pple... then, moved on to my aunt's house to bai nian! yeah... i have quite a moderate number of relatives.. *grinZ* but, that doesn't mean my ang bao collections are huge in number... i still gotta go to my friends' place to do some collection...

and, the count of ang bao packets stands at 21(with inclusive of 1 i took at a temple)... :P

as for the money inside, i shall not disclose it... as they are for me to know... and, for u to find out.. LOL...

as for Sunday, went out with Daniel... he was shopping for his formal clothings while i was looking for something special... :P what is that something special? you will never get to know... wahahhaa... then, why did i mention tat? well... and still, its for me to know and for u to find out! LOL...

Just being irritating... better get going with my things... will update more if there are any happenings.. ;)

love? and others?

heres the multi-million dollars question..

what actually is love?


- A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
- A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

a) Sexual passion.
b) Sexual intercourse.
c) A love affair.

- An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
- A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
- An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
a) A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b) The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
- Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
- often Love Christianity. Charity.
- Sports. A zero score in tennis.

*extract from www.dictionary.com

Anyway, personally, i think love is more to an affection between two genders.. well, we can't deny that this two genders could be of the same.. but still, it can be considered as love too.. isn't it?

This affection which i feel is important can be concocted with a huge amount of understanding, trust, affection, caring and last but not least, faith! And, to achieve 100% love, none of the above "ingredient" can be absent from it..

Oh well.. don't ask me why i suddenly mention about love... i just feel like doing so.. and, woohoo.. there i went..

Now, things seem to be quite well for me.. in terms of my life and such.. i think, ever since i returned from Chennai, it has changed pretty much.. as compared to the pre-trip me.. really.. a pretty drastic change.. been doing the dishes.. mopping the floor.. curbing my temper.. and, trying to understand things before making a conclusion over it... oh.. not forgetting.. during the process of learning how to curb my temper, i actually learnt to have a deeper tolerance towards things... this is definitely one hella good news to me...

BUT... a very BIG BUT... it doesn't mean that my anger has been curbed = higher tolerance.. even a well-tempered person, not saying i am, will blow his/her top when things turn to its adverse side... so, people who are out there.. if you are trying your "best" to provoke others, be sure and prepared to get the nonsense you are actually trying to "plant"... as the saying goes, "You reap what you sow"...

So, if you are planting the seeds of hatred + anger, be prepared to receive back what you have planted.. bottomline of this statement, understand how things are before making your own conclusion.. if you think you are right, be it that way.. all i can say is, you are being obstinate.. either you start to change or, face the prospect of being obsolete..

Lastly, weight the consequences of your actions before you act on it... coz, 10yrs down the road, you might regret on what you have done.. :)

今天 ?

大年初四 isn't really a good day for me...

i started out the day feeling really lazy... just wanna laze around... was already awake at about 0900hrs... but, decided to laze on the bed till 1130hrs!!! regretted doing so... really make me feel bad as i thought i have had too much of slp...

immediately after i woke up, went to brush my teeth.. almost like a normal routine day then, proceeded on to go online... chatted with her for not long before going on with my lunch...

had a pretty long lunch as i chatted with my mum... came back online at close to 1500hrs... was away after away to play FF8... woohooo.. finally really started on it.. but, came back online after not long...

chatted for awhile after her return.. and, we ended up in an arguement... argue over? well... coz someone, doesn't seems to like me calling her... and this someone is a third party in the sense that... she has nothing got to do with me and her! grrr... becoz of this person, we got into a tussle...

after much thinking, this definitely isn't worth.. getting into this problem.. bleahz... till now, i m still feeling pretty sad... but, gotta pull myself together.. argghhh...! i can do it de! :)

好啦... 没有真正的向大家拜年。。祝大家 身体健康，万事如一！

first blog posting of the chinese new yr!

wooohooo!

finally have the patience to sit down and start writing a normal posting...

the previous ones i had was like... more of the feeling side.. :P

hmmm... this yr's new year celebration seems abit... errr... outta tradition? in the past, i usually do my relatives visiting during the first day of the yr... but, this yr, will only be doing it on the second day of the yr! and... yup.. thats this coming day! :P

was told that my relative planned this "relatives' gathering" at his place... which is themed as those kinda BBQ outing... quite style and trendy this yr ah... dun know why too...

as what you could gather from my previous postings... recently, my life has been going the ups and downs... most of the time at the down turns... but, eventually, everything turn out well! why? its for me to know.. and, for you to find out!!!

really like tonight... especially that moment on MSN... it was... fabulous!!! it really brought me to the highest point of happiness... *grinZ*

hmmm... and, yup... during the eve night, went out with my group of friends... to catch a movie... starring Jim Carey... "Fun with Dick & Jane"... well... you must be pretty fast in order to catch the jokes... another thing is... as usual... this show is filled with the big actions from Jim... those kinda exaggerating facial expressions... so typical of him... it is definitely not worth 9.50SGD... so, if you planning to catch this movie... do it during the weekdays... :)

dun really think there is much to mention here... so, shall end the posting and continue with my FF8... ;)

ps: Happy Chinese New Year to ALL!!! :)

today's mood!

HAPPY!!! not coz of ang bao... its, another reason!!!

one word, HAPPINESS!!! :) :) :)

ups and downs...

i have been in a roller coaster ride with my emotions recently...

so, don't let me have it(emotions) up and down, please?

additionally, no one like their roller coaster to be down.. up would be my preference naturally...

weakness...

i really dun want to show my weakness to anyone..

not as if i can hide forever... but, not at this critical moment of time...

:<

first posting in Singapore!

woohooo! finally get sometime to do my first posting in Singapore~~~

well... starting from Sunday.. the moment i stepped into my house... i was like... wooohooo!!! this place has changed loads!!! the tree at my void deck has been removed.. for some reason, my mum told me it was removed before i left Singapore.. but, i remember, it was there leh... whateva the case.. i just notice a difference in the environment!

next was my room... well.. it has become cosier.. with the addition of a new computer desk.. which my parents bought for me from ikea.. hmmm.. with the addition, it has also make the room more squeezy.. leaving very little space for me to move up and down.. but still, i kinda like it.. at least, its ultimately, my room! :P

after making a visit to my room, i started to unpack all my stuffs... oh.. btw, my luggage was weighting about 29KG!!! its so damn heavy lor.. luckily i curb my shopping spree during the last minute.. else, it will be way over 30kg, i think~ :P

as for the rest of the weekdays, monday to wednesday, i was busy!!! very busy, in fact! Presentations(3 in a row) and Final OSIP Report was definitely a killer... been being chased by the school staffs for us to complete the things.. alot of stuffs to be done ever since we touched down in Singapore.. its like, most of us didn't have a good rest at all... excluding fu ge lah.. as usual, he is living in his own world... always expecting people to update him... just like a big boss... but, the fact is, he is nothing but just a peanut to me... :P

oh well.. i think i shall stop this posting liao... coz, someone asking me to go take my bath! well.. who? make a guess lor... ;)

*ciaos*

return of!!!

hmmm... current location, Kuala Lumpur International Airport!

woohooo... on my way back to Singapore... flight to Singapore will be in... errr... less than 2hrs time! ;)

well, having kinda mixed feelings though... on one hand, pretty glad that i am finally going back to Singapore... but, on the other side, i am quite sad to leave Chennai..

why?? i think the main reason attributing to this feeling would be the happenings on the last week of stay there... else, i couldn't find any reason why i wanna stay on in Chennai... (well.. not many pple know why... but, i think there is this person, who plays an integral part in my mismay for departure... u shld know who u r... ;))

hmmm... even though i have very very weird feelings during the last week, it is all these weird feelings that have made me thought thru pretty much.. i won't say that i have completely "ironed" out my feelings... but, it is kinda better after those thoughts..

it helped me realise that, why would i wanna be isolating myself? now, to me, whats most important would be a spontaneous self... one who is dare to act.. and bare up all the consequences! instead of running away from the matter... face it upfront! (*be a man.. do the right thing!!!* :P)

errr... another thing to mention here... well... this is one thing which i have been emphasizing recently... EQUALITY!!! why do pple treat each other with such inequality during times??? especially between a male and female! from what i see, female usually have the benefit of better treatment... whereas for the male, it will be of a total different picture!!! ##!RU(!#UR_@) *unfair treatment!!!* bleah!

alright... shall make my first blog entry in Singapore!!! that is after i settle down...

fate...

today, lets talk about fate...

well, to me, it have always been this way, i believe that fate is something which can be decided with your own intention of idea... if you believe fate is the way you believe it is, you have just got to make it happen.. not by saying fate will take its way... fate will happen that way... and no one can change fate!

i think, all these saying are basically B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T..

in a normal environment, if EVERYONE just wait for things to happen... wait for fate to do its job... then, you can continue to wait till you get near your deathbed.. wahahah...

seriously, don't ask me why i am talking about "fate" today... the reason is real simple.. like i have always been... talking about things in spontaneity! ;)

hmmmm... i guess this could be my last posting in India.. gonna leave this place, which i have spent my last 3mths of life, the day after.. well, there are definitely reasons to cheer about.. being able to see what i miss.. know everything is well.. etc.. but, on the other hand, there are things which is gonna make me feel sad after my departure from this place..

i must say, the people in Scandent(my host company), have been really helpful in trying to get us settled down in India..

not forgetting, the fantastic and hospitality Shannon and his wife have shown us..

lastly, the batch of students from NYP who came to take-over our place here..

well... really hope the best will happen onto these people... and, hopefully, i can lay my foot back in India whenever possible.. coz, this place, in fact, is pretty nice... (hmmm... in anyways, i think i will definitely come back... coz, i have decided to spend a honeymoon period, if i ever get married, at Maldives... *LOL*)

tipsy.. turning.. twisting.. tossing..

no.. i didn't drink while at work..

just that, quite a number of things have been in my mind recently.. very pre-occupied with all these decisions to make.. as i have always been.. thinking of consequences.. thinking of how my decisions will affect the people around me.. deciding which is the best route out.. and, because of my indecisive-ness, many things get affected.. and usually, everything turns crazy!

why do always people have to make decisions which can very easily affect others?

why can't decision making be a happy thing to occur?

why does everyone have such high expectations of things/people around them?

why does all these have to happen?

why can't everything be simple like how i wish it is?

why meetings must have a deadline?

why happy times can't have an ever-lasting deadline?

why is there a deadline?

why "emotions" is a feeling?

why must i keep my promise?

why am i doubting myself?

why am i asking so many whys?



conclusion, i m no longer the decisive person i use to be..

mozzie attacks!

well, recently, everywhere in Chennai City, we are being attacked by mosquitoes!!!

the worst ever since scenario goes to one of the girls from NYP...

well, how bad could it get, right? it was so bad that when i saw her, i went, "so fast kanna outbreak(pimples) liao ahz?" it was only their second day in Chennai then.. but, her reply was, "no.. it was the mosquitoes!" hahaha... had a great laugh at her sia.. till now, i can't imagine.. how bad the mosquitoes were.. they were probably having a "blood feast" on her... buwahahah.. the mosquitoes at Quanta Zen must be as fat as the fatest man in the world! :D

*grinZ*

anyway, been thinking.. why do pple go around looking for relationships when they have been through several hurting ones?? till now, couldn't come out with a definite answer... but, there were some which i came about to conclude.. here it goes..

1) It could be these people are just in look for some attention.. which in terms come with the term, "attention-seeker"! hahaha.. this could be ignited by the surrounding environment.. whereby friends of these people portrayed infatuation of a relationship in their presense...

2) Maybe they are just too used to having someone around them.. taking care of them.. listening to them.. sparing moments of happiness with them.. etc... so, its more to the emotional attachment area.. being to emotionally attached to being in a relationship...

3) outta true affection!

4) Plain DESPERATE...

what do you all think... ??? maybe you could post up some ideas of yours.. so, that i can have a conclusion in this topic? :P

fabulous sunday!

yesterday was really one fun day~~ though, there were several "cock-ups" throughout the day.. nonetheless, the day passed pretty well~

firstly, i gotta wake up early.. to prepare my stuffs(ironing, bathing) before i make a move to the airport.. nope.. not that i am leaving India.. but, i was on my way to the airport to welcome the incoming students from Singapore to this place, India, Chennai...

Well, its fine for waking up early.. just wanna make myself sound noble.. LOL~ (crap...)

now... the next batch of students attached to Scandent India(Chennai) are five ladies from Nanyang Polytechnic... their stay here will only be 2mths.. unlike us... 3mths..

hmmm... as compared to us, they are pretty more prepared! they have brought like tons of food here! its like, they are going to have a mini Chinese New Year celebration here... all the biscuits and such.. i think, it will probably last them about half a month before they finish it.. :D

after they have finished packing up their luggages... brought them around Quanta Zen(yes.. they took over our previous apartment while we shifted to a new location).. first, we took them to "Pelita" to have their meal... well.. as i have mentioned before.. Pelita is actually a Malaysian Fast Food Restaurant... right after that, we went to the supermarket for the ladies to buy their groceries...

the next few events are the highlights of the day!!!

the first highlight was our dinner somewhere which is of 30minutes drive from our area.. we went to a restaurant known as "Bella Ciao"... an italian styled restaurant located beside a beach, which is facing the Bay of Bengal... a very nice place with pretty good food.. we ate food like Calamari, Pizzas, Sardines.. and, tomato-garlic bread? don't know what they call that lah.. but, it was a pretty nice dinner we had there..

next event was the main highlight of the day.. FIREWORKS!!! woohooo!!! fantastic time we had there at the beach.. firing the fireworks which we bought last week.. wow!!! its worth every cent we spent on it.. seriously.. especially the 200shots ones.. very nice lor.. its very difficult for me to explain in words.. but, all i could conclude from it is, "FANTASTIC"!!!!! hahaha.. when i return back to Singapore.. i try to see if i could host the video clips we took.. you people would sure love it.. ;)