no.. i didn't drink while at work..
just that, quite a number of things have been in my mind recently.. very pre-occupied with all these decisions to make.. as i have always been.. thinking of consequences.. thinking of how my decisions will affect the people around me.. deciding which is the best route out.. and, because of my indecisive-ness, many things get affected.. and usually, everything turns crazy!
why do always people have to make decisions which can very easily affect others?
why can't decision making be a happy thing to occur?
why does everyone have such high expectations of things/people around them?
why does all these have to happen?
why can't everything be simple like how i wish it is?
why meetings must have a deadline?
why happy times can't have an ever-lasting deadline?
why is there a deadline?
why "emotions" is a feeling?
why must i keep my promise?
why am i doubting myself?
why am i asking so many whys?
conclusion, i m no longer the decisive person i use to be..