Thursday, September 15, 2005

meaningless...

while walking back home from bugis earlier.. i was thinking.. why is it life is so meaningless at times.. i mean, u can easily say that this is the zest of life.. making u wanna spur on to a higher level.. but, its like, come on.. stop bluffing urself and trying to stay positive... who don't look forward to having a much more meaningful life at all times?

hmmm... i always thought.. wouldn't it be nice if i have this person around me whereby i want and can talk to? i really wish i can talk to her.. let her know of my life's ups and downs.. of coz.. not saying that i want her to suffer with me.. saying all my downs side of life to her.. juz want her to know the truthful me.. the one and only me.. as for the happiness side of my life, i hope tat i can share with this person all the bits and pieces of it... letting her feel happy for me.. as well as sharing the happiness with me.. its juz tat simple.. can't i achieve it? can.. go talk to a doll bah... or though i dun wish to.. :
errr... another thing i wanna mention in this posting.. tat is... if u happen to be a senior working at some company, please help assist those who u think are not as gd as u.. why i say so? coz if u think u are damn bloody good, either u help teach those who u think aren't as good as u or u can bloody do the stupid damn freaking chore urself.. dun juz sit there and whine whine whine.. why? coz u simply tell me that u have this freaking fishy attitude which a normal human being would never be able to stand.. so, come on.. get a life!!! dun assume tat pple who worked longer than u or even, long enuff to be good, are working as "professional" as they are being expected... pple do make mistake... so, either u forgive, or forget.. dun blame.. coz, when blame others, make sure u freaking dun make mistakes.. if u do, u ain't anywhere better.. get my point? so, be good and forgiving... help or even take over from those who need help from u.. dun juz sit there and point fingers.. coz, u never know which day u need help.. and, hopefully, those who can help will help u.. else, u shall rot and die alone.. ;)

7 comments:

ShadowZ said...

something happen at work or something ?

ah ron said...

unfortunately, yea... things have changed at my workplace.. the used to be harmonious environment is turning into a place whereby theres full of politics and back-stabbers.. what to do... all i can say is, "Welcome to the Real World..." :|

soonsiong said...

haiHAIhai~ Everything changed. People changed too. So we must always adjust ourselves to any stituation. Persevere is the word. Do what you shoudl do and ignore other. goGOgo~ you can do it...

sui said...

aiya! dun say i naggy lah! if a general is tryin hard to help the emperor but the emperor refuse/coward to face the reality and dun 1 to get out of the palace to win the beauty! then tell me wat can the god do? to help the poor little emperor! tink bout it ba! chances dun cum easily and dun always regret when u miss it! try no harm, but dun ever use force! cheer up ba! take care! =O

soonsiong said...

nowadays still got ppl use force??? sui ar, saying is easy but doing is hard... expecially if u r the 1 doing it!!!

ShadowZ said...

ah sui tink too much lOl she always talks things like this :P

ah ron said...

no la.. she is talking abt me.. and the person u all wish to know... i have always advise pple to be in the offensive position.. but, whenever it comes to myself, i juz simply can't make the offensive.. y? i also dun know.. hai...