while walking back home from bugis earlier.. i was thinking.. why is it life is so meaningless at times.. i mean, u can easily say that this is the zest of life.. making u wanna spur on to a higher level.. but, its like, come on.. stop bluffing urself and trying to stay positive... who don't look forward to having a much more meaningful life at all times?
hmmm... i always thought.. wouldn't it be nice if i have this person around me whereby i want and can talk to? i really wish i can talk to her.. let her know of my life's ups and downs.. of coz.. not saying that i want her to suffer with me.. saying all my downs side of life to her.. juz want her to know the truthful me.. the one and only me.. as for the happiness side of my life, i hope tat i can share with this person all the bits and pieces of it... letting her feel happy for me.. as well as sharing the happiness with me.. its juz tat simple.. can't i achieve it? can.. go talk to a doll bah... or though i dun wish to.. :
errr... another thing i wanna mention in this posting.. tat is... if u happen to be a senior working at some company, please help assist those who u think are not as gd as u.. why i say so? coz if u think u are damn bloody good, either u help teach those who u think aren't as good as u or u can bloody do the stupid damn freaking chore urself.. dun juz sit there and whine whine whine.. why? coz u simply tell me that u have this freaking fishy attitude which a normal human being would never be able to stand.. so, come on.. get a life!!! dun assume tat pple who worked longer than u or even, long enuff to be good, are working as "professional" as they are being expected... pple do make mistake... so, either u forgive, or forget.. dun blame.. coz, when blame others, make sure u freaking dun make mistakes.. if u do, u ain't anywhere better.. get my point? so, be good and forgiving... help or even take over from those who need help from u.. dun juz sit there and point fingers.. coz, u never know which day u need help.. and, hopefully, those who can help will help u.. else, u shall rot and die alone.. ;)