down...

actually, i have already drafted out a posting two days ago.. juz that i din post it up.. so, it isn't tat i m MIA.. juz that i really din have the time..

now, i m feeling very down.. somehow, i think i m feeling damn emotional too.. kept thinking of the past.. the memories which i had for 2-3weeks.. they are the sweetest of all..

really.. missing someone is such a chore.. its worst than being confined at home.. why? coz it juz suddenly turn u into a human being with no concern over whats happening ard u.. somehow, it is also making me feel sick.. no sick of it.. as in, fallen into a state of flu..

i sense that recently, she ain't coming in here anymore.. but still...

I MISS U! I REALLY REALLY DO...