people...

they come and go..

leaving behind impacts of life which makes u think..

sometimes, you never get to understand why they appear..

most of the times, you just know that they are there for some reasons..

whether you like it or not, you wont be able to choose how they appear..

you can only decide how much they impact ur life..



anyway, things have been pretty good for me lately..

been busy trying to catch up with friends who i dont really have the time with..

loads have been in my mind lately too..

i always wonder.. what can happen in order to change someone's plans for the future..

till now, there aint many reasons for the deviation.. but, reasons do varies..

for example, marriage age..

well, for many out there, we do have a planned age to tie the knot..

but, as i always convince myself with.. a plan is yet only a plan.. things could change in reality.. isnt it.. ?

so, does it really matter in the end?

is it for the better good if you stick very closely to what you planned?

who knows.. things could turn out better than what was planned if deviation occurs..

yet, its a double-edge effect.. could also turn out worse..

and, at the end of the day, no one knows the answer for all..

fuck...

i dont like to be emotional..

but, i cant help it..

feeling more than embarrased..

but, as helpless as i could be..

anyway, i am back @ .sg

definately, will i miss those days back there @ tamworth..

as they kept mentioning..

"One door closes, another opens..."

i could only say...

sucks..

first...

the first weekend at tamworth...

hmm.. nothing much..

just, went out to the town area.. which is like.. pretty small..

nothing much at a foreign land..

guess i can only try to hibernate at my bunk for the later weeks to come..

hahaha...

else, nothing much happened during the week..

had my "maiden" flight cancelled during last friday.. due to some activities the instructors were having..

as for the others, same fate as i had... cancelled..

hahaha.. everyone is like mugging damn really hard.. feel pretty sad to know that i cant mug as well as them.. but still, i will try my best to chase up..

coz, pple say.. as long as u have perserverence, you can still achieve what u want to!

and, yup.. like i promised before my departure, i will do my best!

weeeheee~

good luck to me.. :)

australia...

tamworth is... cold......

*bRrRrrR*

leaving...

had a very weird dream the night before..

wonder why it is... that, such a dream will come along..

although it is a very nice dream... but yet, i know, there is something wrong with it..

hahaha..

btw, the main character of the dream had rejected me before..

i wonder... hahaha..

anyway, yup.. i m leaving.. leaving this place~

to those who are concerned.. i will definately try my best..

promise that i wont twang around.. yes! you have my promise.. =)

第一次。。。

just got home! was out till pretty late tonight.. a look at the timing of this post tells you everything.. isnt it?

anyway, while on my way back up my home, i was thinking of this song.. yup.. "第一次", started singing while walking down the stairs.. and, first thing when i switched on my computer, i played the MTV... once again, followed the melody and started singing again..

suddenly, i felt that its 很有感触... though it is a song which is played like many yrs back.. the meanings/feelings the song is trying to give to its audience will always be the same..

thru all these, people will start dwelling and reminiscing the occurance of the past.. sometimes, remembering things which have long long long time kept outta ur mind..

its thru sparks of such moments whereby you realise, things are still beautiful in your life.. at the very least of it, you still have great old times to think about.. that explains why people got into the belief of 天长地久... isnt it.. ?

lastly, life for me hasnt change in any ways... still the same old me.. just that, i gonna be leaving singapore soon..

as for the time being, just wanna hope things go well for everyone.. may your the happiest moments of your life be always be part of ur memories.. coz, to me, w/o memories is like plain cruel to urself..

they said..

people of my current vocation shld be filthy rich.. but, what is happening to me.. ?

oh man.. i dun know where to raise the sum needed for my aussie trip...

i dun know how am i gonna dig out more money for my mum who is going to taiwan..

nonetheless, i know.. at the end day, i will be so "dried up" till i am as good as a salted fish.. hahaha...

geez... always the same case.. have lots of things in mind to blog.. but, till the time i put actual effort into the blogging part, i dun seem to remember what i wanna type..

is this a case of dumbness in me.. ?

hahaha.. i m dumb.. dumbo.. =P

oh, before i end this posting, just wanna tell you guys out there that gossips really can kill..

almost got killed @ school today.. verbally..

now, i gotta face my admin-in-charge this coming monday..

for, she wants to make "things" happen.. ? oh man.. so damn paiseh!!! -_-"

why?

why do some people can take things in strifle.. ?

and, why do others have to make a big "hoo-haa" whenever things goes wrong?

does that means that the former is better in handling things.. ?

or, is it that the latter just wants to attract some attention?

but, have anyone thought another way?

whereby the first category type of people is just simply adapting a "bo chap" attitude.. ?

while the second type of people just cant let things go as it meant alot to him/her ?

maybe, this is what many many others have conclude as "Seeing the world of its two sides"?

conclusion, don't ever come out with an assumption or answer when you are not totally immersed into the situation.. understand the problem first, before concluding on the actions needed to bring whatever involved back to its natural path..

unknown..

didnt know i have such natural ability to lie..

hahaha..

was on the phone earlier with this suveyor whom "caught" me outside my school..

from what i could gather, it is probably some banking pple.. trying to get more investors in their investing plans..

hahaha.. she wanted to meet up with me to like intro me into this plan of hers.. which, to me, aint any interest at all... asked me several questions.. trying to get herself an appointment with me.. just to let me know more abt the plans, etc.. and, i told her, i m going overseas next week.. dun think have the time for her.. was meant to be an excuse though..

but, come to think abt it, i really am leaving next week! so, i m not a liar, k... :)

yeah.. leaving next week! and, i hope, this would be a 2mths affair! hahaha.. really hope so though..

will either end up being happy throughout.. or, sad for i have missed a good chance.. damn..

dilemma.. lots of thoughts.. and such.. but still, gotta carry on.. hope there was someone to share all these with me.. guess, i wouldnt be that lucky at all..

anyway, 3hrs rest before the day of work is definately something which got a tow over me..

was feeling quite shagged out this morning.. but still, went on to watch my movie on PSP.. tiring it is!

AND... i finally got my ear plugs! got it @ $17.10.. usual was $19.. but, due to the member card i got, it was at 10% cheaper for me! :D

lastly, gotta train myself up again.. dun wanna feel this weak anymore.. working towards a goal.. a goal which isnt defined.. a goal which has no limits.. could end up achieving it.. or, losing it.. think everyone just gotta wait for the outcome of it.. *perseverence*

cant wait!

i cant wait for 10th may to come along fast..

i want it to be there soon... yes.. a fast-forward mode!

or, maybe, i dun really want that day to come that fast.. simply just want the activity of the day to come in double quick time..

hahaha.. what is gonna happen on that day?

well, the payroll will roll into my acct!

hahaha.. spent tons of $$$ during the month of april..

so much so that i m kinda getting worried..

worried that my bank will be as dry as a dried fish.. hahaha.. what the hell..

hmmm.. very boring sat. morning for me.. woke up early.. and yet, dun know what to do..

played a game of dota.. though i always deem that dota-playing during my weekends/bookouts are a total waste of time.. hahaha..

was thinking, how good if the old days can be revived back to reality.. or, maybe, happy days shld be the one reviving.. =D

will be another 15 more days before i leave this place.. just 15.. 1 - 5.. fast, isnt it.. ? well, what is meant to happen will happen eventually.. so, i will try to take it up the best i can.. i promised myself.. and, a promise will always be a promise.. :)

"thinking of you, 我有你真好.."

flight suit..

went to test out my flight suit today..

the place was very near the school.. in fact, it was just opposite the sch..

and, when i saw where my course mates were leading me to, i was kinda afraid..

afraid to go to the place where i have always been before my enlistment..

the place where i waited for her appearance..

no.. not that i cant forget her..

is, i cant think of what to talk to her even if i see her..

lucky was i.. tat didnt happen.. although thru-out the fitting session, i was thinking, what shld i say.. what shld i do... what shld i not do.. and, what shld i not say..

hahaha.. maybe, that got me busy in my mind.. tat i was so frickle in selecting my size of gloves, boots and flight suit.. hahaha.. din really know i can be so indecisive over clothing till today.. hahaa..

anyway, there are much to think about lately..

someone posed me a question.. which, i cant really seem to give a definate answer for that..

and, that is, who is my most loved.. ?

that, of course, does not include my parents.. if it does, i wouldnt be in a dilemma.. isnt it.. ?

i had an answer for that question.. which i let it known to that person too.. but, i also emphasized that my answer at that moment shld not be tat accurate.. due to many factors..

whilst thinking of it, i think, i had a better answer now within my mind..

which, i think, it would be better if i keep it within myself.. :)

hope my thoughts will come thru..

first time..

many first times i had encountered since the start of this year..

mainly, the first times i had with the car..

earlier this yr, i changed the car battery myself.. yeah.. myself!

why did i do it?

the vehicle just wouldnt start.. plus, my dad have kept an extra battery which he gotten from the manufacturer.. so, yup.. just decided to give it a shot.. and, yes! i did it!

although at the start of it, was pretty unsure if i could accomplish the supposedly uphill task.. but yet, i did it! no sweat.. hahaha.. or, shld i say, perspired like hell in the end... hahaha..

next, only during monday evening, i changed the vehicle's tyre! hahaha.. was coz of a flat tyre which i had right outta paya lebar.. till kovan.. whilist on my way to the workshop, quite a number of drivers warned me over the flat tyre.. which i gladly appreciated their kindness.. was abit pissed though.. coz of the stupid flat tyre.. making control of the vehicle 3x harder than normal.. and, when we reached the workshop.. it was closed!!! damn it.. was wearing my uniform somemore.. what a way to create an image in others.. seeing someone in a military uniform, walking up and down trying to look for a decent tyre workshop.. but, to no avail..

after thinking for awhile, decided to ask for help from the neighbours of the closed tyre shop.. and, the one i asked was like trying to direct us w/o even giving us the road name of the shop he was directing us to.. he took it as if my mum and i are like people who never been to kovan area before.. when we prompted him for the road name of the shop, he just simply dun wanna give.. dun know what went wrong with him..

so, after awhile, i decided we just try our luck at the new tyre shop... but, changed my mind when i started to move off.. i decided to move to one of the lanes to try change the tyre with the spare myself.. and, yup.. there i went.. fixing up the thing.. din know that i could do it with just two different tools.. a tube-like spanner and a jacker..

was pretty fun changing it.. just that things went abit dirty with all the dirts accumulated on the spare tyre even since its purchase like 2yrs ago.. hahaha..

can you wonder? someone wearing a military uniform, changing tyre by the road side? hahha.. was fun doing it though.. =p


anyway, am feeling abit tired... just cant seem to be able to design the orbat chart.. so, might as well not waste time.. better go get some rest and brace myself for tomorrow.. :)

good nite..

i have got...

total of...

4 pillows..

2 bolsters..

1 silk blanket..

1 queen sized bed..


i remember once someone told me.. the amount of pillows on your bed depicts the amount of love you yearn for..

seems like, yes, just like what joy said, i want to have love.. but, yet, i am always rejecting and reluntant to accept it as it comes along..

courtship can be just a big hassle to go thru.. relationship can just be simply difficult to maintain..

can you bear the hardship of trying to letting the relationship last and always romantic.. ?

can you think of the smallest problem can always be blown up to the biggest one in the whole world?

can you commit yourself to the amount of commitment needed for one?

can you be sure of not hurting ur partner while the process of relationship goes on.. ?

can you not commit the mistakes u did in ur past relationships?

can you stand up to be the one he/she wants u to be.. ?

all one wants is a full and happy relationship.. but, have they thought of the price tag which comes along with it.. ?

if you cant "pay" the price for it, why bother hurting urself.. or worse, hurting someone you care and concern for.. ?

just freaking stay outta the picture.. and, let life goes on w/o you...

my love..

i love today.. :)

i just...

want to be different from the rest..

do things outta the norm..

make my parents be standing up and proud of my achievement..

fulfilling an unfinished promise..

make others think of me in a different perspective..

get what i desire..

save the hassle of finding a future job..

and, many many more..


i really hope i can get what i want now.. complete what i yet to complete.. achieve what i have been thinking of achieving.. and, dun want to be look down upon..

wat happened..

hmm.. conclusion, ginger tea taste super yucky..

drank one cup earlier on under the advice of gw..

he claims that by drinking that, the "air" in my stomach will be gone..

and, from the way he told me, i was convinced.. thus, downing one cup down my miserable little elastic small tummy.. which in turn, make my already-in-a-terrible-state throat filled with ginger taste..

gosh.. i guess it shld be the last time i drink this kinda tea.. really taste horrible.. nonetheless, i still finished it.. coz, not finishing it will only waste my effort in the tasting of it.. therefore, w/o much choices, i just gulped down the drink in mouthful style..

hohoho.. i should be long aslp by now if i hadnt went out with the guys... and, for two consecutive days, the originally-planned movie outing was once again, cancelled..

with that, i think i m not fated to catch a movie lately ba... coz with all these postponing, i really doubt that i shld harbour any thoughts of getting into a theatre anymore.. at least for this period of time ba..

and, been having quite a number of chance meeting with old friends.. but, always, didn't have any time to stop and talk to them(either party is always rushing for time..)

well, i guess i should start to treasure all the people around me more.. so that, in time to come, i will be a contented man with several good friends by my side..

what say you? :)

latest..

hmmm.. been pretty addicted to vocal songs lately.. or, shld i say, starting from sat evening..

hahaha.. came across The Platters' - Only You.. den, got myself hooked to their songs when i tried looking for other songs of theirs @ YouTube..

hahaha.. very nice.. really.. especially when the songs are like slow slow those kind..

the feeling filled in me is s-u-p-e-r-b!

now, that i have listened to their songs, i realise that i love those slow and gentle music.. those really really slow ones..

guess what.. when i tried singing at their pace, i wasnt able to gather enuff voice at all... hahaha.. they are really really good lor.. :X




still, i find ladies with some intellectual level are a load of appealing lot.. hahaha..

bundled together shld bring some maturity and understanding heart.. tat would be perfect! =X

wat do u do when u r bored?

me?

been doing nothing.. except, like what daniel and john says.. "eat, slp, slack, game, shit and do nothing still..."

lol... alright.. really, there are nothing left for me to do.. except the basics.. like those mentioned above.. hahaha...

hmmm.. been surfing friendster lately.. and, coincidentally, i just burged into 3 different individual accts.. to my surprise, they are close friends somemore.. lol

so zhun, rite? i definately didn't arrange it.. it all just happens like this.. "ta-da~"

aiya.. bored.. life in Air Force Recruitment really can kill you off silently...

an insignia which i only get to wear for 3 days... and now, i gotta put it down..

10mths of struggle just to wear it proudly for 3 days.. who knows what will happen next..

but, i m definately looking forward for my time @ Air Force School.. hopefully i can adapt and get well with life in a new environment.. and, Air Force is willing to let me sell my soul to them for 10 yrs.. lol..

crapped.. just feel like scribbling on this blog.. nothing much in particular..

changes

sui once told me.. everything will be over once i changed my blogskin..

hahaha.. nope.. not that i want everything to be over.. it is just that, everything have long been over..

really.. changed the blogskin is coz the previous's background pic is already gone.. tat is main reason for the change..

so, dont think too deep into it..

coz over the terms and got into the reality long time ago..

reminiscing the past doesnt mean anything.. holding on to memories doesnt take precedence to facing the future..

so, dont make groundless assumptions.. coz, very likely, such will only make u feel miserable.. :P

gruelling times..

after like, 19 weeks, i m finally over and done with my current course!

woohoo.. so happy..

just simply cant stop thinking of the times i had with my section mates.. hahaa..

experienced the ups and downs of soldier-ing..

seeing how people tuang(a.k.a chao keng)..

throwing tempers during times.. which i did several times..

enjoying the rojak we get from the canteen..

even the simplest thing can fascinate us..

who knows.. what kinda people we are.. but, we insist in calling ourselves, FOS!

what does FOS stands for? err.. u have ur own say.. ;)

anyway, quite lazy to update on the happenings of my life..

just take it as, i m still the same as before.. life-less.. :\

there is..

no signs of easing down..

yup.. my back still hurts like nobody's business.. :(

thinking..

been thinking lately..

i just cant bear to see my friends around me getting upset or disappointed with their problems..

especially those who are dear to me..

i just want them to live life of its most original form.. that is with no tears.. but just pure happiness..

ahh... please live happily.. and, w/o worries!

lastly, my back still hurts even though after the massage session i had.. :(

been ages..

yup.. i disappeared for quite some time..

well, for those who are still around me, they will know the disappearance act was wat all abt..

as for those who aint know me tat well, err.. ok.. take it this way, i went off for a vacation.. :D

where to.. ? errr.. alright, taiwan is the answer!

the place was pretty fun.. though it was my second time there..

met with lots of people.. seen the true side of many friends who went with me..

maybe it was due to the high fatigue level.. or could be just the weather.. it comes to show either two types of personality when the challenges come along..

either a selfless person will be born.. or, a selfish individual comes into shape..

nonetheless, we weathered thru the tough.. and had the best of the time together.. enjoying thru the process.. may it be for the better or worse, we still got thru somehow.. hahaha..

the experience will definately be part of my memories which i will engrave deeply in me..

many things i learnt thru the trip too.. one of them worth mentioning is the survive skills of a dog..

saw this dog which got knocked down by a vehicle while i was there.. the dog got pretty hurt by the accident.. but still, managed to pick herself up and limped off the scene..

from what i gathered of the way it moved, and of course, visually, the dog was incurred injuries on its leg and face.. both spots bleeding quite badly.. and yet, it moved on..

then, later on, i spotted it lying down near a building.. and, decided to take a look at it due to curiousity.. like what the others always say.. curiousity kills the cat.. and, now, it kills my heart..

the injuries on the dog was so bad that his face was kinda disfigured... and, the limp of its leg.. argh.. hate to say that.. but, it was so bad that i was able to see the bone protruding outta it.. yucky sight.. yet, my heart went out for the dog.. crying within myself.. seeing on how the dog is suffering.. and, cursing the irresponsible driver who did all this to it..

nonetheless, i could not keep myself on seeing it go by.. so, i decided to leave it alone.. as i know it will be better off w/o my unprofessional help.. even if i want to help, all i can do, is just stay on and see.. frankly, nothing much i could do at tat point of time.. hai!

the night falls.. and, when i had time, i went back to the building where i last spotted the dog.. was pretty glad to see tat it was moving away.. maybe due to the crowd forming near the building.. but still, i was rather happy tat it is moving up and limping away from its old spot..

after that day, i never got to see the dog anymore.. i sincerely hope tat it is doing fine now.. although helpless i could do for it, but, this is the most i could give to it.. tat is hope and pray for its well-being..

looking forward, things have been pretty much slack for me lately.. yeap.. u see it right.. S-L-A-C-K.. why? coz, finally, i m passing out from armour! oh.. happy man i can be! hahaha..

POP will be on 13th April.. which is like, 6 more days? heehee.. happy!!! after 5mths of armour-ing.. finally, seeing the fruits of labour being garnered... the feeling is, wooohooo!!! =D

happy things doesnt go a long way... why i say so? coz, i m suffering from this terrible backache.. which have bothered me for like, 4days.. (inclusive of today).. wonder what is going wrong.. the hurt is really killing at times.. wanted so much to take pain killers.. but, decided not to.. as reliance on medicine is the only way to make u weak.. hahaha..

dun know who came out with the philosophy of what i said above.. but then, i find it meaningful.. letting myself suffer awhile is better than finding a way to hide the pain.. isnt it.. ? :)

recuperating...

a bird needs time to recover from injuries..

a dog needs time to adapt to new environment..

a fish needs to get into the new eco-system in the new aquarium..

a tiger needs time to find its prey..

a lion needs time to spot the weakest in the flock of buffaloes..

a car needs time to warm its engine..

a child needs time to understand how things work..

so do i..

come on...

life is short.. so, just play when you could..

was reading a book..

and, found a term used in it rather interesting..

"Fairness.. does not govern life or death.."

doesnt really have any link to my life at all.. just find it meaningful..

can always use it to apply on many other things...

just inter-change the terms with another.. and, u can find the meaning of it..

actually, have alot of things to blog abt..

but, i just dun know how to start with it..

especially when my mind is filled with all the different types of things to blog on, i really dun know which to start with first..

refusal..

i refuse to succumb into reality..

i just want to stay in my own world..

a world where i believe that i will always get the type of love i want..

a place where i know i will feel the serenity of peace in..

a time where all things stop for my sake..

a thing where everything comes into place itself..

a believe that i will always be the one i m..

a love that will never be replaceable..

a person where the world will cease to exist if she isnt ard..

a land where all the desired people and things are cramped into..

a mind where all thoughts are realistic..

a wallet filled with loads of money..

a face where happiness always can be found in..

a dream of she and me turns into more than just a fantasy..

a time where comes into internity..

a story that never ends.........

who r u.. ?

this is a simple yet difficult to answer question.. (alright.. maybe to me only..)

spent time thinking of an answer for this question.. but, dun seem to find it out.. cant really sort it out.. or, maybe, it is too hard to decipher..

even though i know this person for 22years.. coming to 23.. i still really cant find the right term to conclude him.. yeah.. maybe short of vocab.. but, nonetheless, there is still a difficulty.. isnt it.. ?

enjoyed the serenity of the sea while racking my brains for an answer.. one solid hour alone.. but yet.. results are still obvious enuff.. else, i wouldnt be writing all these..

have you asked yourself?

how much u know about urself?

who knows you more than you do?

and yet, u dun have the answer?

how irony this world can be..

who dares to say he/she knows himself/herself inside out?

i wonder who takes such bravery into his/her hands..

hahaha.. another question that came into my mind.. but, unlike the above.. i got abit of conclusion for this..

the difference between "will" and "can"..

"Will you be able to put down the past and accept the future?"

replace the "will" with "can".. how does it sounds like?

"Will" becomes a term telling the person to try and forget about things.. while "Can" becomes a more forciful statement than the former..

Moreover, "can" seems to be a more powerful word to use.. while "will" have the politeness in it.. but, no power at all..

hahaha.. wonder why i m uttering such rubbish here.. maybe, i just wanna clear what i have in mind now.. zZzzZz.. ;)

Chinese Lunar New Yr!

Happy Lunar New Year to all!

well, this yr, is kinda like the past yrs.. not much visiting done.. thus, "earning" just a few red packets.. hahaa..

sad it may sounds, but, fulfilling it is to me..

i just need to know how my relatives are doing.. not making a "dig" into their pockets.. so, i got my priority right!

here is for the readers, have you been trying very hard to avoid the traditional questions? e.g "where is ur gf/bf?", "when you planning to start dating again?", "when are you inviting me for your wedding dinner" etc... ?

hahaha.. lucky enuff for me, my relatives aint shooting such "traditional" questions on me.. lest the pain and headache in answering them..

probably they are the more new-age type of people ba.. dun think they are giving me the "bo-hue" attitude.. moreover, i m the youngest ard within my cousins.. and, most of them are married man/woman(if i m not wrong, only 3 of my cousins are not married yet.. but, each of the 3, they are currently in a "super-stable" type of relationship with their partners.. therefore, the questions might probably be "reserved" for them.. hahaha).. so, they are probably in the "not-so-bothered-by-trival stuffs" mindset..

oh, during the visit, one of my cousin sister showed me photos of my young young young days.. errr.. i think i was in the tender age of 4-5yrs.. hahaha.. cutee.. and, thanks alot, valerie! for picking out those photos, which somehow, make me feel "embarassed".. hahaha.. guess she enjoys poking fun outta me.. but, it was really really sweet of her to find the effort in getting the photos out.. hahaha.. ;)

enuff talk of relatives.. now, for my friends whom i met during the 2nd day of new yr..

as per like the past, we met up at one of my good friend's house.. hahah.. talked and chatted under the "sun" with the "good-old-days" friends.. even stroke out a chat session with my friend's sister and brother..

oh man.. those were the days.. something which i shldn't forget abt mentioning.. damn.. i lost $100+ in the gambling table!! @#(&!)*@$%

hahaha.. nonetheless, i still find it worthwhile.. coz, i believe in "小财不出，大财不入" hahaha.. therefore, i m expecting a BIG downfall on me during the coming days! hahaha.. :D

"hideout"

it is amazing how people cope with sadness or confusions themselves..

when i was young, i remember vividly that i was a cry baby(yeah.. i admit...)

and, whenever i cry, i will just simply sob terribly.. and, calling out for my aunt to help me.. i dun remember why i call out for my aunt.. but, all i could gather is that this aunt of my is very close to me..

although she never came along for my rescue, but, the calling out for her definately ease some sadness off my shoulders.. letting me get a breather.. and allowing those bad imes to pass by easier than it is suppose to be..

as time goes by, things change..

the old gets replaced by the new..

so does the "call-out"...

now, my reliance became to just a place.. a place where i had many fond memories of..

even when i know that i shld avoid going to the "hideout", but, whenever i feel down, the first place that comes to my mind is just simply there..

and, when i m there, even if it is just a simple 15mins, things start to change.. change for the better..

lastly, when you are there at ur "hideout", u just simply hope that u dun bump into people u dun think u shld see.. (i almost did earlier on.. luckily my senses told me that i shld move away.. else, i dun dare to think of what would have had happened..)

hahaha..

so, have you thought where ur "hideout" is.. ?

will u always go there whenever u need some silent moments?

i hope u have like i do.. at least, it would be a place where u start to "heal" ur "wounds".. :)

endulgence...

hmm.. after more than 22yrs in this world, finally, i know how difficult and endearing to miss a person's presence.. (oh, believe me.. i have given up hopes of reliving the old days.. just a simple feeling.. but yet, complicating.. :D)

not that i dun have this feeling thru-out my life.. just that, when time goes on.. this feeling just gets stronger.. maybe is the amount of reliance just increases when one gets older..

anyway, next week, outfield training.. oh man.. so sian.. outfield again.. what makes worse.. the outfield period will take up valentine's day~ haahaa.. not as if i have a valentine.. but, at least, they shld make a public holiday for valentines ma.. so, people like me, singlehood de, can take the chance to have a rest wat..

so much of doing tat much for "baby bloom" plan by the government.. this kinda thing shld automatic ma.. public holiday! stimulate more marriages.. ~ haahaa..

since i cant enjoy the day, i just hope the others will be able to! especially her.. :)

to all couples in the world, "Happy Valentine's Day!"

consequences..

some words are never meant to be said..

some feelings are never meant to be felt..

some thoughts are never meant to be shown..

some things are never meant to be revealed..

in the face of e reality, i can only show that things cant work out for me..

but, in my sub-conscious.. even though i know there might be a chance for things to go on, i just cant show it..

at the end of everything, who will know me best.. ?

it will be none other than myself..

this is what they said..

"The higher your expectations are, the stronger your disappointment will be(期望越高，失望越大)"

supposedly, if you put lots of hopes i expecting an outcome, and, when the desired outcome does not come along, you must hold on to that disappointment which tucked along too...

this is the challenging part.. isnt it.. ?

oh well, sometimes, not that you cant take that disappointment.. most importantly, you must learn how to accept the outcome of it.. that is what i need to tell myself.. hahaha.. self-deniance.. not learning how to be more acceptance.. hai! thats probably the worst of me.. :X

hopefully, when you read this, you wont become as bad as i do.. k? learn to counter all the challenges tat come along.. and, remember, problems tat doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.. ;)

a week of torment!

why torment?

hmm.. ate loads of sand while doing my duty this morning..

having lots of pimples now due to camo cream..

symptons of flu coming in.. sore throat..

aching knees..

slight headache..

fell 3 times while doing my ippt last week.. till the sole of my shoe came off..

muscle aches..

most importantly.. NOT ENUFF SLP!!! )#@&!)*#(@!&%^

hmmm...

as i keep thinking abt it.. the more i feel it...

gers who knows how to cook are gorgeous..

retro with big polka dots are pleasant looking..

ladies who are intellectually inclined are attractive..

desires 2...

nope.. is not more things to think abt.. its just a continuation of what i posted earlier on..

first:

at the end of the day, ur legs will come upon to suit the footwear.. but, tat doesnt come easy.. definately, with a number of injuries.. blood to be seen.. pain to be felt.. therefore, it depicts.. "Nothing comes along just simply like this.. you got to give in, in order to achieve it.."

second:

after making a fuss in the crowd for awhile.. the little ger will come to realise, maybe it isnt a good idea to continue doing so.. since her parents just simply ignore her.. thereafter, she keeps quiet.. and learn to accept the fact that she will never achieve what she aimed for by making a fuss outta it.. likewise, telling us, "Even with all efforts, things might not turn up the way you want it to be.. learn to accept it.. or, you will end up losing much more than u gain.."


oh man.. what a big contradiction... -_-"

desires?

hmmm.. was out for lunch earlier with my parents.. and, saw two interesting facts while looking at the crowd @ J8...

first:

saw a young lady.. yes.. she is pretty nice looking.. but, my attention for her wasn't for her looks.. was her footwear..

she was wearing this red colored and eye catchy stylish footwear.. but, it was much more than just a normal footwear.. she had many stylish plasters on her foot too.. and, slowly, i realised that she was limping away..

i thought, "why make urself suffer from pain coz of the want to be fashionable..?"

then, it stroke me.. sometimes, pple just do what their heart desires.. and, neglect the "price" or consequences it takes to achieve the aim..

after thinking awhile.. there came the second interesting encounter..

second:

while i was thinking away.. i heard a loud cry.. from a little ger this time..

at the initial pt, didn't know what her cries were abt.. but, slowly, i could depict from her actions tat she wanna buy something which her parents forbid her to..

then, i asked myself.. how much sacrifice can one do just to achieve what he/she wants..

so much so tat u can make a big fuss outta it in a crowd? or, just starve urself for a few days to have enuff $$$ to purchase it.. ?

hmmm... and, i realise.. yes.. she is just a little ger.. who cares abt creating attention from the crowd.. hahaha.. :D

changed!

change of lifestyle..

been changing life-form from a dead and boring one..

to being a party goer.. hahaha..

so, if u are going out for a party, dun forget to bring me along!


anyway, just some thought..

is it true that when u r feeling tired, u could always return back to ur original form.. ?

as in.. back to the safe, cool, cosy and warm haven.. ?

does it applies to all.. ? may it be human or other lifeform.. ?

i really wonder..

W L TING

army... army.. left.. right.. right.. left..

the above is the initials on my uniform.. i guess, everyone also know it le..

hahaha.. dun know what to blog.. so, decided to write some rubbish on this "almost-getting-rusty-and-dusty" blog site.. hahaha..

hmm... lately, been suffering from lots of injuries.. dun know is it due to my negligence or i m just too prone to it.. maybe, it is neither of them.. just plain sway.. LOL..

anyway, current unit life doesnt seems to adapt well for me lei.. probably due to my undesirable mental state causing all these adapting problems.. dun seems to be able to get the so-called healthy mentality of the place lei.. hahaha..

and, i thought mosquitoes wont be able to bite u while u are fully clothed.. but, i was proved wrong during last friday.. was clothed fully.. and yet, got so many bites on my back.. blardy mosquitoes..

weather seems to be on their side too.. omg.. got to suffer many many mosquito bites le.. helppppp....... -_-"


(i guess no one will know what i trying to say with the below mentioned statement.. just wanna get it outta my mind.. tats all..)
call me kiasu or wat.. even a 1% failure may seem too much of a danger to me.. i just wanna do wat i want to.. but, i dont seem to have a chance.. hope i could alter all the "chances" in life.. alter it to make things easier for me..

stand out..

i want to...

and, i know i will...

stand out...

in the crowd.. !

here comes nothing...

Christmas!


pre-christmas celebration with my poly friends!


kanna kidnapped by jason!!! helpx...


being questioned by one of the kidnappers, elvin!


this is how they make me spill out the beans.. by making me drunk.. hahaha..


pre-xmas celebration with my current unit's section mates!


this is how we stared at the camera.. eh! all look so blur.. :D


murdering in process! dont take down.. :D


photo with one of my section mate... errr.. with accordance from someone, this pic look gay.. hahaha.. :D

updates of festive season!

hmmm... actually wanted to put in loads of photos..

but, ended up napping..

from 1630hrs.. planned to wake up at 1730hrs.. therefore, i set my alarm at that time...

but, when 1730hrs came, i kept on snoozing my alarm till 1830hrs.. hahaha... which means, i have no more time for updates!

hahaha... will do the updating this coming weekend.. if i have the time..

so, take care! ;)

new yr!

happy new yr to all!

for the new yr, i found out something abt myself..

i lost it..

i lost the feeling of..

loving..

last posting of the yr!

before i start, heres my wishes to all!

happy new year! "新的一年，新的开始" ... ;)

may all bygones be left as bygones.. may all happiness remain as happiness!! *wEeE~

been kinda tied down with my life recently.. wat sorta life? the army-army type lor.. hahaha..

once again, injured myself in the process of it.. hahaha.. hope there wont be any scars after the injury heals.. got confidence it wouldnt leave any.. :P

actually, dun really know what i wanna update abt myself.. if i really do wanna update, it might seem tat my life is like being the same as the past.. so, there isnt any much changes..

still the same old me!

watched "阿王新传" earlier on..

realised tat "简单就是幸福，而幸福就是快乐" didn't took me long to realise tat.. just tat, these simple words are just so meaningful even from the day i first know abt it.. till now, nothing changes..

"痴情和愚蠢只是一线之差", to others, devotion may be something u long for.. but, to the rest, being devoted may be an act of stupidity.. isnt it?

hahaha.. dun know whats got upon me.. just suddenly have all this "感触"..

unlike the times at India.. whereby i did a whole posting with chinese terms.. nowadays, i just dun wanna waste those time to do such weird weird things.. coz, i realised, i dun have much time le.. every sec. of my book out time counts! lol.. ;)

so, before i end this last posting of '06, heres a sentence to all!

知足常乐，要珍惜眼前的一切，不要等到失去后才来后悔。。

christmas~

first of all, Merry Christmas to all!

may u be my friend, enemy or some stranger, may all the jingle bring you to ur wishes~

troubles being brought away from u too!

anyway, wa liew.. didn't have a good rest for this long weekend.. in fact, i "survived" thru this festive seasons in a manner worse than when i m in camp.. hahaha.. slping super late in the night.. oh man.. didn't know i still can do this.. :D

nonetheless, did enjoy myself though.. :D

had a wedding dinner during last sat.. another cousin of my just tied the knot..

while looking at them in their walk-around during the ceremony, many many thoughts came on to me.. hahaha.. thoughts tat one would never believe coming to me.. i didnt believe i will have such thoughts too.. hahaha..

curious what those thoughts are?

nothing much, seriously.. just that, at that glimpse of moment, suddenly, i thought that being married to the person you truly love is what one person can look forward to.. just imagine.. everyone taking precious time off their schedule just to send u their blessings.. (ok la.. some of them are just interested in the food.. but still, take it positively lor.. hahaa..) standing up and welcoming the newly wedded into the dining hall.. walking on the dried-iced-filled path towards the stage.. sound and look nice, rite? hahaha..

whateva i said, doesn't mean i m tempted to settle down soon hor.. just pretty envious over such moments.. dun even know if my will ever come.. haha.. :D

regi-mental duties?

hahaha...

kanna guard duty last weekend.. was like.. everything also rushing..

rush here and there.. rush till i lost my 11B..

ho ho ho.. good for me.. my this loss will cost me 50SGD.. weehee~~~

anyway, did loads of physical training ever since i entered my new unit..

wonder why so chiong.. hahaha..

at the end of the day, i will be a skinner person ba.. tats the only motivation i can think of.. lol..

till now, i am still thinking why do i have this affiliation with weekend guard duties.. people claim tat it is regimental duties.. but, i think it sounds more like punishment to me.......... ~

realise i didnt do much updates lately...

ok.. i just realise something.. think that the second half of this yr is really isnt a good one for me..

firstly, fallen outta what i deemed, my best relationship ever.. next, had a rather serious stomach flu.. vomitting so much that it really shocked me.. after which, start to loss many things, ie. my 11B, my jockey cap.. lastly, got lousy posting orders...

maybe, to some people out there, these might not be the worse thing ever happened.. but, to me, it meant loads.. especially the very first one..

oh man.. when will things turn to the better for me...???

hopefully santa would be kind enuff to give me what i want..

eh!?

hmmm... was thinking of this the night before.. not while i m ready to slp.. but, at the time when i was at the beach.. hahaha..

what is love relationship to you.. ?

is it,

when you are feeling down, ur partner knows u r?

when you need someone to care for you, he/she must be there?

he/she must know what you are thinking of every minute, every second?

or, by isolating himself/herself from the rest of the world just for ur sake..?



frankly, i am very confused.. very very confused over what actually a relationship means to people...

in a relationship, how do you show ur partner that you care.. ?

i really dun know.. coz, i doubt my answer is correct.. so, till now, i have no answer myself...

as the sayings...

at times, i just simply cant stand myself.. having the urge of doing things which i know i shouldnt... ultimately, still i did it...

weird..

anyway, guess tats me ba...

slowly, loosening my grip onto the hopes.. but, surely, am going to hold on for a very long period of time...

anyway, was told tat the "break, patch" type of relationship is very common recently.. but, why isnt the common thing happening to me..? why ah...?

cursed?

hmmm.. seems like this year, i m pretty cursed...

sprained ankle.. strained thumb.. numerous falls.. broken relationship.. and, now, gastric flu! woohooo.. many many first times... as in, first time getting into that situation one la..

vomitted pretty badly on tuesday.. started from the wee hours.. thought it was just a simple case of food poisoning.. but, after a few thoughts, things seem to be fine for the others who dined with me.. so, the problem lies on me only..

the way i vomitted.. first time in my life sia.. vomit till like tat... damn jialat sia.. buey tahan..

so, went to see the doc during the afternoon time.. was also running a temperature.. then, doc prescribed a few medication for my consumption.. which i thought will be better...

things went for the adverse yesterday.. started to have breathing difficulties.. thinking that things have turned bad, immediately, went to see the doc again.. no! i didnt doc hop.. i went back to the same clinic.. go into the same consultation room.. only to find out that the doc changed... hahaha.. so, not my fault.. back to the main subject.. the doc examined me.. took my temperature, which was 38.3 during my first visit, took my blood pressure, which is fine~, listened to my breathing and, make a few "pats" on my adominal area..

lucky for me, things wasnt as bad as i thought.. he just told me that the cause of the breathing difficulty was due to my gastric flu recovery.. gave me some medicines again.. and got me back home..

after taking the new medication, felt much better.. happy!

anyway, got a story to share..

i have a friend.. a very close friend.. he seems to be one would either sae psychotic.. or, others, would call him sentimental..

he just fell outta a relationship.. everytime one relationship fails.. he would just simply dwell into it unwittedly.. he would do silly things like kept thinking of the past.. remembering things tat will only hurt him.. going to places he had been to with his ex-soulmate(okay.. at least he thought she was his soulmate..).. etc..

why would one person go tat deep into the relationship.. ?

is he just being silly or stupid to keep remembering the past?

what good does it do for going back to the places where they had been to?

does it helps at all?

what do u people think.. ?

please help me by telling me what u think.. at least i know how to advise him when he comes back to me again...

xie xie... :)

again...

initally, it was a sprained ankle..

now, a sprained thumb!

hahaha.. shall take a few pics later to post it up..

stay tuned..

(damn.. another "pig leg"... -_-")

life...

hmmm... just finished my 28km road march last week... tiring it was... leg sore there was... but, happiness there is! coz, i have finally completed my course..

anyway, posted to some ulu ulu place.. dun know why cmpb gave me such a posting.. but, whatever the case, it is an order.. an order that i dun like.. but, dun seem like i have a choice of whether to take it or not.. isnt it.. ?

first, it was bmtc.. now, sispec.. whats more..

can i still take it? well, just wait and see then..

"Taking a step is always easy.. but, whenever you think of back tracking, it wouldnt be that simple"

one more thing.. i guess i just simply love polka dot dresses.. she really look cute and nice in it.. haha.. ;)

sand-to-sa?

wooo.. attended a wedding dinner at rasa sentosa the night before..

nice place.. with loads of little "hills".. hahaha.. better known as slopes ba..

kinda nice to be there.. service was pretty so-so.. but, i am very sure that is gonna cost a big fat bomb to my cousin.. hahaha.. whateva the case.. the bill shld be consider as affordable to him ba..

got to meet up with many of my cousins during the event.. not forgetting, this one cousin who my parents always mention... saying that she was born just 2 days before me.. and, we had a swap of birth dates... coz, my aunt was suppose to give birth on my birthdate while i was suppose to be born on her birthdate.. aiya.. complication la.. hahaha.. you shld listen to the way my mum put it.. sure make u super paiseh sia.. hahaha..

oh ya.. after the wedding, went to many many places.. hahaha.. places including lim chu kang.. neo tiew rd(never heard before, rite!?).. gul rd(lots of interesting factories to be seen there!) and, second link! hahaha.. mostly the west side of singapore..

hmm.. not forgeting places like marina bay and this place known as 99 turns! first time being there.. nothing impressive at all.. seriously.. just some curves and bends around the road.. nevertheless, still, the place was somewhere outta the norm.. :P

hello!

finally.. i am back!

hahaha.. no la.. have always been booking out every weekend.. just that, for this weekend, i am much free-er.. got nothing to do.. hahaha..

anyway, this week was really one hella' week for me..

nope! not coz of the trainings... it is all coz of the slack time i am getting lately.. hahaha...

life is such a "cheap" thing.. whenever you are too busy, you always complain about not having enough time.. and now, they are giving us so much free time, that we are starting to complain again!

bleah!

one thing i realise while walking in the thick vegetation of the sunny island, pulau tekong.. that is... i always trip myself while walking in the jungle!!!

hahaha... like some little kiddo.. always tripping over.. till today, i only fallen once in the vegetation.. tat was at lower mandai.. wa lao.. tell you ahz.. that feeling was really really bad.. i simply fell flat on the ground.. and, for that moment, i couldn't bring myself up.. lucky for me.. after a breather, i got better and was able to pick myself up from that sorry plight of my.. terrible feeling it was!

damn.. one more week.. and, i will have some stupid rank.. i just wanna be a normal little soldier now.. coz, i am so afraid of having hopes and in the end, having it dashed.. tsk! who ask me to adore myself this much.. hahha.. sounds so "jian".. oh well, thats me.. just me, myself and i... =P

past week...

hmmm.. the past week can be said to be pretty bad for me..

though most of the things did not happen on me, but still, i deemed it as being bad to me..

firstly, i am pretty upset over the fact that my sgt is gonna get charged.. charges on him although is based on facts.. i still dun think he deserves it.. all i can say is, my heart goes out to him.. i feel that he is being unfairly treated.. tats all i could say..

next, i dun know whats happening again.. hahaha.. thoughts just flood back into my mind.. thoughts of what i have done during this yr.. basically, i guess i have not achieved much.. but, during this kinda time, many would deem that this yr have been a wasteful one.. in fact, i feel it the other way rd.. although i have not achieved much, i do NOT have any regrets at all.. coz, my yr was spent with this meaningful person, whom has created a great impact in me.. this person have came to me in such an impactive way.. make me understand lots of things in life.. even till now that she is gone, she have never stopped me from learning new stuffs.. and discover more of myself..

for all i could say, i just want to thank her.. thank her for being there for me when i needed her the most.. thank her for teaching me the way of life(i guess she didn't know that she have done this much..) and, thank her for making her presense being felt this greatly on me..

thanks, lihong.. :)

book in again... :\

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

book in again...

suffered so much during field camp.. and, now, booking in again.......

booked out on sat 2215hrs..

booking in at sun 2200hrs..

less than 24hrs as civilian!!!

!@$%^))*#@$(*!@#!

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long weekend!! just ended... :<

had a splendid weekend!

many many outings.. got quite a few catch up with my friends whom i have not met for a pretty long period.. fun!

first, met up with joy.. hahaha.. still as chirpy as she always have been.. good to bully.. fun to be with..! hahaha.. but, too bad, she have already found her the other half le.. buwahaha.. dun stare at me.. =P

anyway, met up with my sec. sch. friends too.. went to catch a movie titled "Dead or Alive".. my comments? not worth the money man... i went into the cinema with my group of friends.. and... and... FELL ASLP!!! lol... one word for the movie, "LAME"..

oh ya.. this weekend was also packed with K-ing sessions... first was with joy and leonard.. the other, amanda, sui, daniel, leonard, hongrui and i.. tsk~ dun know why so hooked on singing... probably, just wanna say things out in the form of singing ba!

another thing abt this weekend.. i also dun know why.. i kept thinking of my past.. not my past relationship la.. generally, all of it.. hmmm.. the past is always beautiful.. and, when u look back at it.. u just simply keep asking yourself.. "why why why why why???" hahaha.. so many whys.. like, why u fell into the relationship.. why u did this.. why u did that.. why it didn't work out... hahaha...

besides the why.. there was another question which i posted to myself.. "what if..?"

what if things went the right way.. ? wouldn't things be even more beautiful than what it is now? hmmm... what if my first relationship lasted like from then till now.. ? wouldn't it be fabulous.. ? need not go thru so many hurt.. need not feel this bad now.. hai~ thinking weekend...=P

lastly, went through this blogsite, stickgal.blogspot.com, and found a few interesting things.. one of them is as below..

interesting stick art from this blogsite, compliments from stickgal.. :)

like the words go.. "What turns around, comes around.." or, you can see it is, "Nothing is fair in this world.. but, there is something known as Retribution".. now, i know why i ended myself into this misery...

ps; field training at tekong this coming week.. so sian.. !

changed!

life is such a struggle..

i dun want to be a polite/well-mannered person..

but, i just cant help it.. hahaha.. not saying tat it is my nature to be la..

somehow, just feel that i need to be one.. on the other hand, dun want to be one..

oh!!! dilemma... *zZzzZZz*


*ps, sometimes, things u wanna mention, u cant say it.. in the end, it will turn out to be regrets of your life... rite, sui? tsk.. *frustrated*

string of injuries...

hmmm.. recently, i dun know whats happening.. so many injuries on me!!!

first, it was those blisters..

then, the scratch marks on my hands..

followed on with being pricked by thorns during navigation..

after tat, i sprained my ankle during SOC..

lastly, i over-strained my calf!!!

wa lao.. dun know what is happening sia.. damn sway!!! !@#Y()@*!@&

the only happy thing tat happened this week is tat i passed my SOC.. ! need not take it anymore! or, shld i say, need not take it for the next 4 weeks! weeheee.. =P

hmmm.. had a fun day yesterday.. went out from afternoon till this morning.. hahaha..

first, it was a partyworld session.. followed up with eating at sembawang zichar stall.. then, a chat session at yishun dam.. next, a movie session at cineleisure! hahaha.. shiok.. but, i fell aslp during the movie session.. the movie we watched was "Death or Alive".. forget it.. lousy movie.. only kungfu actions... nothing much.. wasted the money going there.. hahaha.. but! *thank you leonard, lao bang!* for treating us the movie! wahahha... ;)

现在的感受

我觉的很辛苦。。。非常的辛苦。。。真的很辛苦。。。:(

pre book-in syndrome..

yup.. always have this kinda feeling..

in last than 2hrs, this feeling will get stronger.. grrr!

anyway, having this bad bad feeling tat this coming week is gonna be a hell for me..

dun know why either.. maybe, its coz this will be my first time out of camp, jurong area, for training.. will be having this navigation training at lower mandai.. yup.. the place i used to go with her.. hahaha.. but now, i am going with alot of himS! yeah.. my whole coy of fellow trainees.. + alot of instructors.. hahaha..

will be having my IPPT this week too... still stuck at silver.. although with an improved timing for 2.4.. but, still, not satisfied.. wanna do much better than the current timing.. or, shld i say, i deserve something better than this! hmmpf...!

nothing more to update... hope i will pass this coming week well..

shall end with a quote which i have been thinking of...

There are many ways to say and prove that you love someone... but, i have chosen to do it this way.. during the process, if i get hurt, i have only got myself to blame..

a week of injuries!

little injuries i had during the course of the week~


a blister on my left hand.. was bloody looking on tuesday.. hahaha..


another blister... but, on my right hand... likewise, was also bloody looking on tuesday.. wonder if i left any blood trace back at the swing trainer.. =X


oh.. this one.. a scratch mark i had during my navigation course in the vegetation during the night.. small cut.. but, wonder why.. was really painful when u touch it..

errr... yup.. i fell down during my solo walk in the thick vegetation.. haha.. stupid me.. but, was really fun..

come to think about it, injuries seem to be something which will be common to me in the coming years.. injury-prone liao.. maybe, i shld try to be careful ba.. but.. hahaha.. dun know..

i shld still honour my promise to those i promised that i wont hurt myself.. rite? *gRinZ*

oh.. btw, i came across this statement, which i find it very meaningful, while reading the newspaper..

"The lower your expectations are, the lesser impact of sadness you will get"

Although it isn't the actual statement.. but, the meaning of it is still the same..

everyone shld learn how to take things in simplicity.. in tat case, no one will get hurt in the course of it.. the lower your expectations are.. the less posisbility of you getting hurt at the end result of it..

wouldn't tat be wonderful.. ?

Budget... Budget... BUDGET!

Went to the budget terminal early this morning.. to see my friends off to HK..

Wa lao.. the first sight of the terminal... OMG... CANNOT MAKE IT!!!

Worse than Chennai's International Airport lor.. I think Chennai's airport still bigger than the budget terminal lor.. cannot tahan sia..

Transportation to the terminal is also one big headache.. so, if you are planning to take a public transport like SBS there, alight only at Terminal 2.. the shuttle bus service only starts there.. remember.. the service DOES NOT go to Terminal 1!!!

Wasted a bus trip fare from Terminal 1 to Terminal 2.. coz there is this SATS staff who told me i could hop onto the shuttle service at the bus bay of Terminal 1.. but, only to find out that the service is available at Terminal 2 when i reached the bus bay.. basket.. early in the morning bluff me.. hahaha..

Anyway, found this survey from Desmond's blogsite.. think it is quite true.. hahaha.. so, read on.. (Words on italic is comments make by me!)

Things girls don't know about guys:

1. Guys hate sluts.

This goes w/o saying.. even though guys could ratter abt this ger for many hours.. tat doesn't mean he like the ger..

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

OMG... this is the catch phrases i always use when i m stucked in a conversation.. not knowing how to continue it.. oops.. :X

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

Yup.. usually, people only thing tat guys only thing of gers they flirt with.. but, ultimately, at the end of the day, they always think and care of the only special one to them..

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

Shit man.. this stupid thing is really accurate.. :X

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

Hmmm... yup.. thats one big factor whereby guys will judge whether they are in love or not.. :P

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

Errr... case on case basis ba.. if the guy thinks tat he is those kinda cannot make it de.. then, he will resort to such method ba.. just like me! *gRinZ*

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

I am open to this.. as long as she thinks it is okay for me to know, i wouldn't mind listening to her..

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

Yup.. This is just like a ger only wants to be the guy's only female friend in the world.. isn't it.. ?

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

Yeah! Don't think only gers feel insecure.. sometimes, guys can also feel the insecurity one lor..

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

Refer to Q7...

11. Guys get jealous easily.

AGREE!!!

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

Yes la.. accuracy, 100%!

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

Yeap... so, gers.. don't be cruel!

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

No comments..

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

Hahaha.. not applicable for all guys.. some guys still can save that kinda money de.. =P

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

YEA!!! They are also the ones who make a guy misses out in his goals.. isn't it.. ? Ultimately, even by losing his goal, the guy will still find it worthwhile.. haha..

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

Yes.. tats the spirit of guys..

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

Hell yeah.. its a torturous route in waiting, kae.. so, yup.. make it a snappy one..

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

No comments...

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

True..

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

HAHAHA...

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Yeah.. this is something which others will not know.. even other guys around won't be able to see thru..

23. Guys will brag about anything.

Eh eh eh... is this suppose to be an anti-guy statement? :D

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

Hmmm... thinking thru.. this is really true..

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

Yeah.. simple little things can keep a guy occupied thru-out the day.. just tat you gers out there don't notice it at all..

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

We are confused together! :X

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

No comments~

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

Not till the extent of hurting the guy tat much la.. :P

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

Once is enough.. coz, if he faces too much rejections, he will probably stop believing in himself.. the so-called self esteem of a guy.. :P

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

Yeah.. a worrying time for the guy.. thinking whether the ger will be affected by tat stupid moment..

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

yeap... talking doesn't mean much.. outlook doesn't stands much.. wat is most important is the kinda person she is.. :)

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

YEAH!!! i have too many broken experiences.. till, i do not know what is a complete romance..

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

Another worrying factor tat affects a guy alot..

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

Isn't that the look everyone perceive of a composed guy?? Guys just simply can't show their true emotions infront of the public.. or else, people will just say the guy is WEAK..

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

Err.. agreeable.. but gers usually think that we are joking.. dun understand why..

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

Hahaha.. yup.. no guys out there like to be left alone..

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

Ya lah.. always say let us have the final say.. in the end, the final say is always make to the interest of the other party.. tsk! But, knowing this, a guy will still be happy with the final say.. even though they dun stand to gain much from it.. hahaha.. :X

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

Yup... guys usually think alot before he starts talking serious.. so, let yourself know tat what he have said is something very important...

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

Hmmm... should be ba..

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

Ooops... the dark secret of a guy.. =P

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

Yeah.. tat is usually what guys look for..

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

So far, i have yet to meet one.. or maybe, i shld say, i have yet to see a ger punch.. =D

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

Yeap... this is such a truthful statement..

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

Ya lah.. please do not think that all guys are that strong in their will.. Although they know what they want.. but, during times, they will give up very easily.. just because they feel that hope isn't around anymore.. so, if you want them to go on with what they are doing, give them some glimmer of hope!! that is the least you could do...

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

Yup.. too thick also not good for the skin la.. :D

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

LOL!!!

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

Ultimate torment to the guy... R-E-J-E-C-T-I-O-N!!!

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

Hahaha.. nan ren fan jian! :X

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

Hmmm.. not a bad trade.. But, can i have more than one day?? Take it like, 10 years? :P

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

Stubborness.. tat is what i possess.. :P

51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of you.

YA LAH.. READ THIS STATEMENT AND REMEMBER IT!!!

H - A - Z - E

i think the haze has gotten into me..

making me really really short fused...

therefore, if i offended anyone at anytime, do try to understand..

thanks..

*pissed*

back to normal...

yup.. i think everybody is getting abit upset over the lack of contents in this bloggy..

alright.. i shall stop mentioning the things i have been mentioning... hahaha.. finally hor.. yup..

anyway, thanks for the company, my friends.. you know who you are.. really appreciative over the time you all gave me during this difficult moment of my.. i think, i m getting well le.. getting on with it.. and, letting things flow by itself.. no point rushing and pushing for results i want.. doesn't mean there is any point waiting for things to happen..

just decided to let nature take its flow..

hmmm.. been pretty busy with my ns life lately.. yup.. typical NSF, isn't it.. ? unless my vocation is being a man la.. which isn't the case.. =P

oh.. ya.. forgot to mention.. been pretty stuck with clubbing lifestyle lately.. wonder if it is lucky or what tat no one is able to club with me.. else, i would be spending loads of $$$ in the clubs.. hahaha.. just suddenly felt that i missed out on alot since my teenager time.. maybe i should start getting back those lost times..

lastly, although i m declaring that i am already in a better state, i just wanna emphasize on a sentence,

"Once a seed is being planted, groomed and slowly, grow into a tree, it would be very difficult to uproot it"

good nite...

dun ask...

don't ask me why... but, i just miss her...

some people just simply knows that some things should never be done.. but yet.. they did it..

this explains the reason for my first sentence...

shld i.. ?

wonder if i shld be disappointed or happy over my posting..

i really wonder..

the return of...

hmm.. gotta report in tml le..

dun know how to describe this feeling..

just feel that i dun wanna lose this freedom tat i m enjoying now.. need not report for duties.. need not report for anything..

but, on the other hand, i just want to finish serving this term and get back the sort of freedom i used to have as a .sg citizen.. hahaha..

oh well, everything seems so weird now..

the times i had spending with you.. just simply u.. all rushing back into my mind as if there isn't any tomorrow..

memories definately brought in the aching.. the aching which i feel is making me grow more white hair.. hahaha.. who cares abt the white hair anyway.. :D

hmmm... been going out recently.. just like my memories.. i have been spending like no tomorrow too! hahaha... not that there are alot of things to spend on.. just that, i think i need to adore myself more.. show more love to myself.. (not being zi lian ah!)

i just remember this term.. if no one cares abt u, u shld start caring for urself.. hahaha..

ps: ahh... still not prepared to report in.. i wanna return back to june 10th.. to prevent all these from happening.. although i know i need to re-bmt.. but, still, it will be all worthwhile..

hurt...

i feel the pain..

the pain is back..

the pain is killing me..

the pain is intolerant to me..

the pain is unbearable..

the pain is EVERYTHING bad u can think of!

argh!!! help!!!

i will just get my busy like an ant...

short term memory...

hmm.. been wanting to put this up.. but, always when i logged into blogger, i forgot what i wanted to blog.. hahaha...

anyway, here it comes...

Life to me is like a puzzle.. if you loss a few pieces, you will never be able to complete it.. At times, if the pieces are from the sides of it, you might still be able to complete it.. only that it wouldn't be as nice as a complete picture.. BUT, if you happen to loss one which is suppose to be in the middle of the puzzle, you are INCOMPLETE!!!

that is what which is happening to me now.. tat explains why i am in a flustered mood recently.. added on by the fact that there are negative comments passed around by someone.. which i think i shouldn't be bothered with..

hmmm.. there is another part which i wish to add on..

If you have lost the piece of puzzle which is suppose to be in the middle, never never take a piece from another puzzle to fill it in.. it will either be too big or too small.. thus, making the puzzle piece look outta place.. or, even hurting that puzzle piece..

only the wise will understand.. *sighz*

hopes...

sometimes, i do wonder if theres anything in the world that is infinite...

but, i know that hopes is NOT one of them..

when you have given out alot of hopes on one particular thing, when it comes to another item, u might find it difficult to give out just a little bit of hope...

that is what i am facing now.. so, stop pushing me.. i might not know what i will do...

craziness... !

still feeling tipsy and high over yesterday night's drinking session...

hahaha.. went to double O with my platoon mates.. woohoo.. total, 6 of us..

i think we really drank our heart out.. LOL!

feel so shiok.. !

why were we drinking? hmmm... of course.. to mark our POP! hahaha...

it was a hell of a day for us... in the morning, rushing around the whole BMTC School.. doing all the last minute work before we pass out from the place as Privates... hahaha...

actually, i have lots of things to blog about.. but, now, i just dun know what to say.. hmmm... maybe coz of the drinking bah.. i really dun know..

probably need more rest.. let me recover from the hangover first.. before i continue blogging.. till then, adious!

once again...

why must all these befall on me again... ???

am i not worth it at all... ???

or, am i just a loser.. ???

seems like i m not worth it...

still remember my promises... but, it is all useless from now on...

self-compromising..

seriously, i have changed.. i am no longer the person you all used to know..

wat changed me.. ? no idea.. i just felt that i need the change in me..

this time, i really fell in too deeply.. so deeply, that i lost all sense of myself..

you might think that i will be able to pick myself up along the way.. but, this isn't the picture in my mind now..

want to know what i have in my mind.. ? well, i wish to know too..

but, all i can reveal is only blank.. blank... and blank..

filled with only white and black.. can you please give me back the colours.. ?

remember the termed i used? "you brought colours into my life.. ?" you really did.. but, things seen to have changed.. i dun know how to further elaborate.. but, well.. enough said.. :(

haha..

i wont do anymore stupid things... i wont...

but, come to think about it.. only stupid people will do stupid thing...

therefore, conclusion, i am stupid... haha..

argh!!!

argh!!!

confusion...

well.. going back to camp in like.. less than 6hrs time...

for what? i kanna guard duty on a weekend.. sian..

outta like 35 pple.. i m one of the 6 who got this treatment..

although its gonna be boring.. and sad.. but, i still gotta learn how to take it..

in anyway, everything has its first time.. may it be good or bad, they just keep happening..

hmmm.. dun know how to describe my current feeling now.. maybe coz i just woke up..

everything seems to weird.. everything.. :(

another book out!

after about 5 days in camp... now, i m out again!

this is just the second book out for my entire BMT/PTP phase... but, it marks the third week of military life for me...

btw, went for a pilot test during monday... was pretty fun... although, the tensed-up mood was there.. really feel tat i have hand and leg coordination problem... =D

forget abt camp stuffs.. dun wanna bring it out.. :P

well... what do i wanna do when i stepped onto the sunny island, Singapore? hmmm... i just wanna do one simple thing... tats all... tat is to find the special person i have been pinning for during my in-camp days...

tats all............................................................................................................................................................................

after confinement...

nope!!! i m not pregnant!

the confinement i meant was from civilian life...

was confined for the last two weeks at pulau tekong... woohoo... spent a solid 14days in camp with my new friends, platoon mates and company mates...

yup... pretty fast... hope the 14 days which just pasted could also be the same as my 2yrs of military lifestyle! =X

anyway, alot of things seems to have changed ever since i left for tekong..

what are the things... ? well, they are just things and matters.. dun wanna elaborate on it...

maybe, that is the feeling each and every recruit has after a confinement period..

just gotta learn how to cope with changes... hope this is only temporary..

hmmm... in about 6 more hours time, i m leaving singapore again.. back to tekong...

will be looking forward to the next booking out day.. which is, friday!!! =P

time flew!

well.. time has been very "kind"... passing so quickly that i don't even realise it... hahaha.. soon, it will be my enlistment le! tats the benchmark i used to determine the fast-flying-time... :D

anyway, not that i am afraid of enlistment.. i m just more afraid of the freedom in time i enjoy now.. times like being able to slack.. relax.. and do nothing.. most importantly, the times i can spend with my dear.. :P

oh.. btw, we went to Singapore Zoo! hahaha.. it was really really fun! serious! you guys shld spend some time there.. people keep mentioning... "no place to date ah! go till zoo..." but, seriously.. the zoo is a nice place to spend quality time with your partner.. i totally recommend the place! do note that the price to enter the zoo is pretty pricey too... SGD20/pax.. consider going to the zoo at an earlier hour.. coz, we spent 4 hrs there only manage to cover less than 3/4 of it..

on the other hand, u could consider spending the whole day there.. there is this back-to-back bundle promotion for the visitors to visit both the Zoo and Night Safari.. it only cost SGD28/pax... much more worth it than visiting both places at SGD20 each... :P

another thing.. i have already stopped working part-time.. now, relaxing at home.. hahaha... gonna do some training first before entering to be a real "man"... =D

alright.. i shall end with a few snippet of the photos we took at the zoo! :D


i really like this picture of my dear with the background of a goat.. niceee~ :P


staring incident with the pengiun!


dear had a shot with the pengiun too! btw, this is my current wallpaper.. :P


how i wish i could be a "white horse" in the army too... :D

btw, this white horse is very interesting.. she actually went all the way to the pathway to "entertain" us.. even took photos with us without moving! the interesting part is, when we left, she seems pretty upset.. thereafter, a family came over.. and, she(the horse) walked away from the family! hahaha.. must be see some yandao and chiobu thats why she walked over.. :D *oOps*


i love this photo! so sweet! ;)

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tied down!

alright.. lately, been tied down with my work...

schedule for the days are like... wake up... go work... work finish, go home.. then, meet my darling ger.. and, end of the day!

well... dread the first half of the day... coz of the work... but, simply love and cherish the second half of the day... coz of my dear! ;)

btw, went to watch Poseidon.. it was like... abit overblown from the movie trailers.. it is worth the $7 to watch, during the early weekdays.. but, not worth the $9 to watch, during the weekends.. yup..

another show, "Voice", is a movie which is quite far-fetched.. in the sense that you must be super attentive to the show before you can catch the gapse of the movie..

so, if you are planning to catch any of the above mentioned movie, please select with care! :P

alright.. shall get my a*s back to work now... heehee... ;)

updates~

finally... finally back here to do some updating...

hahaha... been like more than a month since my last blog entry... i think, the site here is already gathering loads of spider web... so, yup... take care while navigating around.. :P

well, been busy lately... (*jeers*) okok... been busy cum LAZY... hahhaa.. didn't really got the chance to sit down and blog.. (*JEERS*).. :P

important events that went by during these time of adsence~

my bday! (28th April 2006)... yup... i got older by a year le... hmmm... spent the day with my dear.. doing what? nothing but slping.. HAHAHA... the actual event of happenings came only during the late afternoon.. when we went to Cathay Cineplex to catch a movie(The Sentinel).. HAHAHA... tracking back the time there, there was this very funny incident..

well, i only brought abt $24++ in my wallet in cash.. while my dear had $0... hahaha.. then, most of the $24 was spent on purchasing the tickets.. therefore, was left with very little cash.. thinking that there should be an ATM around the building, i happily went on to ask one of the cashier where i could locate an ATM... got startled when he replied that the nearest ATM is way back at Plaza Singapura... then i was like "HUH!?" btw, my show was scheduled to start in abt 15mins time... tat explains for the reply i gave.. hahaha.. blardy hell... one whole big building, not even an ATM around.. so pathetic! but, judging tat the building is new, i think i shall forgive them.. hahaha.. so, both of us were so patheticly searching for coins in our skinny little wallets.. but still, couldn't gather enough.. hahaha.. damn jialat lei... cannot tahan sia.. finally, i took out a $10 from my wallet.. which i think should represent some meaningful meaning(which i forgot) from it.. and used to purchase our food and beverages.. hahaha..

after the show, guowei called me... saying that he wanna meet me and greet me for my bday.. so, i was like.. okay... and he suggested going out for dinner together.. then, he asked me where i wanted to have the dinner.. i jokingly suggested Swissotel Hotel's level 70 restaurant.. to my surprise.. that bugger really went to book a table there.. but, lucky enuff, the restaurant was fully booked.. hahaha.. my bday lei.. everyone snatching table from me.. hahaha.. :X

we ended up settling at one of the restaurant located at Suntec City... ate some Cheese Fordue... Chocolate Fordue... woohooo... can u imagine... all the melted cheese and chocolate... tasty! but, fattening too.. :X

tat kinda sums up my bday celebration...

as for what i have been doing lately... been working(data entry) at a company since 3weeks ago.. planning to stop the work by the end of this month... and yup... that kinda sums up everything!!! :X

will update whenever i find time to do so... =P

till then, you people take care, k? :) :) :)

wait is over!

hahaha.. the wait is over!

finally... i got my enlistment letter from mindef!!!

here goes nothing: ...

"You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 JUN 2006 (SAT) AT 2.30PM to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1 (BMTC SCH 1)"

woohoo!

as of 10 JUN 2006, my official residence will be changed to

"Basic Military Training Centre School, Pulau Tekong Besar, Singapore 508450"

hahaha... ;)

quote?

"Do not determine the inside when you don't even know the outcome"

this is a quote which i came across while out with my ah ma the other time... hmmm... well, its not the actual quote.. but, still, the actual meaning of it is the same..

i totally agree with the statement.. you won't be able to determine the inside when you haven't even tried knowing it... even when you tried it, you won't be able to achieve and know fully the "inside"...

this inside could stand for someone... could also stand for an item.. whatever the case which suits the situation right...

hmmm... just find it meaningful and wanna share it with you guys...

anyway, till now, i have yet to receive my enlistment letter!!! where did it went, Mr. Postman!? :<

come come... Government!!! take me into enlistment act! looking forward to it... :)

thoughts?

been thinking alot this few days...

but, mainly, two things have occured much within my mind...

firstly, is my application to the university... i notice that quite a number of my friends have already got some idea tat they have been somehow "accepted" into further education in the local universities... as for me, till now, i have got simply no idea whats happening to my application... but, in any sense, i think i shouldn't think too much... have abit ironed out on my thoughts... if i cant get into a local education, guess, i have to move out of singapore to receive it... the conclusion is, i definitely want to get a degree to work on my further work life... !

secondly... is the enlistment letter... everyone is receiving it already... only me.. left wondering whether will i get my letter soon... not that i am afraid of NS... but, i just dun want to miss out what everyone is getting... on top of that, my ah ma(Willyn) told me that her friend had waited for a year after graduation for the letter... but, it didn't come at all... it was only found out when he called them that his enlistment application has somehow been "forgotten"... not long after his phone call, then, his letter came...

well, it might be in ur mind now that i should be giving the authorities a call now... but, i have also heard from my other friends that making such call, the ministry will just slot you into one of the units... and, there goes whatever dreams you have... be a storeman...

argh! what a struggle... :<

one last thing to mention... finished reading a book... hmmm... come to think about it... its the first book i finished reading ever since my secondary literature textbooks... woohooo! :)

sObz...

was sick the past few days... what kinda illness... ? flu + sore throat...

hahaha.. first time in my life, okok.. from what i can remember lah..., my sore throat is so bad till it affected my speech.. i practically had no voice during the early days of the sore throat.. the voice was so bad that my dear even branded me as a "mute" and doesn't want me... hahaha... :
anyway, nothing much to update.. just that, TP D&D has already came to an end.. well, the D&D was pretty nice.. at Pan Pacific Hotel.. but, the service there sucks.. waiter talk like he manager.. acts like ah gua.. and, best of all, we had to be served by him.. with the servings needless to say, going thru his hands.. and, him, touching the food on numerous occasions.. LOL.. yucks.. *goosebumps*

gotta go think of where to go later le.. will be back to update whenever i have the time to.. =P

what m i... ?

i really dun know what to blog about lately...

just feel like rattling some nonsense.. which i always does..

lately, been working at chan bros again.. well, i would say, the time working there is quite fulfilling.. as in, dun even have much time to slack abt... working all the while... why? coz, the calls never seem to end..

and, due to such pattern of calls, i get easily frustrated... well, tats the usual me.. getting the "heat" even by the slightest spark of fire ever can be found... oh man.. i really have a hot temper here... yes.. i realise this... and, ya... i realised it very long ago... just find it pretty hard to curb this temper of my... =
sighz... not only the temper... been pretty tired up by my work... maybe the reason to this tireness is probably the results of the previous slacking months... hahaha.. so, who is to blame.. ?

thats none other than Mr. Aaron Ting. :)

the return...

hahaha.. just got back from my trip to Genting...

went there for a duration of 3days 4nights.. together with my sec. sch. friends, leonard, john and gary...

hmmm... yup... 4 guys went there together... to have a getaway from the lifestyle of typical singaporeans.. except for me.. hahaha.. who has been relaxing all the while! :D

feeling abit slpy now... shld continue blogging with the adventures of genting later during the day!

:) :) :)

lately...

been spending alot lately...

gonna curb my spending habits...

oh.. btw, i have finally decided, i shall start working again!

this time round, i will be like the previous yrs.. decided to work like no day no night.. why? coz, i just can't stand the sight of people working.. while, me, slacking... thought through and decided, it is being very unhealthy of me if i continue slacking so... =D

it might sound weird.. but, well, just decided to do what my heart desires to.. of course, i will try not to neglect anyone in the course of my job pursue desire.. :P

oh well, whats more important now is... SAVE money!!! can u imagine.. spending so much till i get pretty worried abt it now.. ? how irritating this feeling could get.. worried over my spendings... worried over the rest of the days.. whether i have enuff for the basic neccessities.. ah!!! SCARY!!! -_-'

song dedication...

宇恒 - 依然是朋友

情人节的前一天,他离开你身边
却剩下你到至今的想念,
那一夜我陪着你,你哭了一整夜
你是否知道我对他一样很想念
直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你,你怎么说
你知道好事不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不在乎不再难过
我们还有好大好大的借口喔～
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友
噢～

A dedication to my friend, ah sui.. ;)

traveller... ~

well, as i have said in the previous posting... been going out ever since i picked up my driving after my return from india...

hmmm... really drove loads... i think, from just one week, i am able to drive round Singapore, at its perimeter, for about 3-4 rounds.. hahaha.. simply just feel like driving abt.. whether to a destination or not... still, juz wanna drive abt.. =P

went to Boat Quay just now... to have a meal at this Italian restaurant... the purpose of the visit is not just for a meal.. but, to celebrate in advance, Wendy's bday...

Many turned up... so, it was quite a crowd.. hahaa.. at there, i signed the biggest amount of money with my card ever since i got it.. it costed about $258+.. nah.. gotta pay my dad for the sum i signed.. so, no free meal for me and the rest.. LOL..

after the meal, went to Coffee Bean to chill.. but, didn't took us long before we decide to move on.. this time round, to Pasir Ris, Fisherman's Village..

a chill out session was what we had there... sitting down.. talking abt nonsense.. whatever we can think of, we just simply spilled it out.. hahaha.. as i wasn't really at the peak of my mood, i just simply sat there and look at the stars.. the planes that took off at the nearby Changi Airport.. nice.. love such moments.. but, would have been a better time if i had my dear with me.. :)

alright.. thats all for now.. till then, take care, folks! ;)

weehee!

been some time since i last updated my blog...

anyway, been out lately till the wee hours... having fun ever since i started picking up my driving.. *grinZ*

went many places... including my ENC Chalet... chill out sessions... and many others!

one thing worth mentioning.. JewelBox at Mount. Faber is really nice!!! they have a fantastic ambience up there.. with many many customers from the different walks of life.. not forgetting, the pretty and interesting waitress who took our order.. hahaha..

it started out with a cocktail named, "Pussy Foot"... the waitress thought my friend was asking for "Seafood"... hahaha.. and she kept repeating, "No seafood here..." then, we were like, "diaO~"... hahaha.. finally she got the drink's name.. then, i wanted to order 2 bowls of french fries... so, i told her, "Can i have 2 bowls of fries?" she repeated the order as, "2 boils of rice"... she must be wondering.. why on earth is this bunch of pple ordering rice for?! and, we were wondering, why would we want rice for?! LOL... then, she apologized for her mistakes... ahahaha... funny waitress.. :P

oh well, other then tat, nothing much happened... tat explains for my life over the past week.. ;)