all outta sudden...

i feel...

i want...

to...

meet the special someone soon...

although there were many passers-by...

very eligible...

very attractive...

very the-type-that-i-want...

but, i still dunno why it doesnt work out at all...

therefore, i really hope tat i will get to meet up with that someone whom i have been looking for...

may she appear soon.............................................................

out of a sudden...

i feel so lazy... really lazy...

defination...

if success means one have to be despicable to achieve his/her aims, will you do it.. ?

if failure means being ignorant of whats happening around you, will you do it.. ?

see.. both are very well definded terms... simple to understand... easy to achieve..

but, how far will you go into trying to get to them... ?

will u use underhand methods just to achieve your so-called success.. ?

or, will you just hide underneath your blanket and feign ignorance of your surrounding.. waiting for something to happen.. ?

haahaa...

let me put an analogy to the terms for easy understanding...

for example, as seen from my last post... i took the step to kill the ants.. in between tat, i got my mum to help me find the poison.. gotta cut it open myself... took trouble to go look for double-sided tape.. (u wont believe how hard it can be...) and planned on where to put the packaging itself..

of course.. this is just a simple success step i took in order to get those little red wheeny tiny crawlies outta my sight...

and, yes.. underhand method was used... could have bought the poison myself.. but, got my mum to do it instead... see... such unfillial son i can be.. HAHAHA.. tats why i have always thought.. my mum is the best woman that came across my life.. and, like many others to their parents, i love them to bits! :X

ok.. now, for the failure part... i only took such radical steps in getting the poison for them(the ants) after so many months of infesting my computer table... initially, hoping that they will just leave me in peace.. but, it prove out to be that they got so much to prove of their little tiny body that they increase their little habitant into a big empire...

oh.. talking abt empire of ants remind me of a childhood story i heard...

remember that the story came on when a little boy who does care abt his tidiness... leaving food everywhere ard his room... one fine day, a colony of ants infested his rooms... in the process, killed his dog and left the "man's best friend" with only bones... aaahhh.. ~

hahaha.. lucky enough for me, my dog stays with my elder sis... hahaha.. :D

alright.. back to the ants problem i am facing...

initially, there was some sorta results... dont see them running abt that often...

but, as i am typing this posting, it starts to show that many of them are running abt frantically ard my table again!

this time rd, can see that these few are very small little ones... maybe, they are having some crisis at their encampment... hahaha... forcing myself to believe that they will soon extinct from my area of influence! :D

hopefully, my believe will come true.......................................................................

final straw!

argh!

this problem has been persistant for the past few months..

it is so damn irritating.. leaving many many bite marks on me..

everytime, i feel so pissed off when they take action against me..

the feeling was like... "hey! i am an innocent bypasser.. in fact, it is u tiny weeny things that are trespassing my territory!"

they even followed me to my camp lor...

now, starting to infest every area i go...

therefore, i really couldn't stand it anymore...

especially when my bunkmate told me that there is a good product which can exterminate them outta my area...

so, on my way back home from camp, i told my mum abt it.. and, she says she will help me get it...

earlier today, she passed me the best thing i ever need in my war against these irritants...

tada! it is known as "SUPERIOR ANTS/COCKROACHES KILLER"!

yes! i have been followed me the former...

from home.. to camp...

everytime i use my comp at home, they will start to crawl to my arms... and making painful and irritating bites...

therefore, i decided enough is enough... this time rd, i wanna kill them all!!!!

the above mentioned medicine will induce those little ones to bring it back to their nest... and feed their queen... which will in turn poison the little ones... and, i will be free!!!

hahaha... gotta bring it back to camp... and put it in my bunk...

wanna make sure that they will be gone from my life once and for all!!!

i have already started using it... dropped a few pieces of the poison ard... counting the numbers... and, maybe from there, i will know.. whether it is effective or not...

hahaha.. as i am typing, i see one little red ant trying to move the poison!!!

oh man oh man... it has better gotta work!!!

so looking forward for an ants-free environment.. :D :D :D

hahaha...

anyway, been having this close combat training ever since mid last week...

quite a fun programme... in the end, i suffered loads of injuries from it...

first, was the bleeding finger tips...

next came was the body aches...

last to come, was the neck strain...

damn cool... right.. ?

hahaha... painful experience... but, as i mentioned, it was really fun.. :D

long ago!

haa!

been quite long since i last blogged...

just realised that when i visited my own blog...

looking at the last posted date was like, hmmm... one week ago? :D

yup... anyway, i am still home~

not booking in tonight as i need to be somewhere else tmr morning...

makes sense, rite? hahaha.. :X

had a farewell lunch this afternoon with my outgoing boss...

was suppose to be a meal at swensons.. but, we swapped place to manhattan instead... wanted to have something new rather than the same eating place.. :D

food was pretty good.. had a good time chatting up with him and my outgoing immediate superior too...

learnt many things abt them other than just work...

one thing i know abt them is, they can game well too!

especially my big boss... hahaha... surprising lah... a family man.. who can game so well... haahaa!

played for quite awhile before calling it a day... definately will miss his presense @ the office..

nice boss to be working with... responsible and knows his ropes well..

oh.. and, the day before.. went to hard rock with my poly friends...

wa lao.. their serving damn big lah... struggled to finish the food... lucky enuff, could finish my portion... but, not so for my other friends.. hahaha.. they all couldn't finish their main course lah... so wasteful~ sinned! :X

went singing with them after that... quite torturous... not long after entering the room, i started looking at my watch... hoping that time passes soon...

aiya... actually, i have no mood to blog lah... dunno what to say.. everything isnt structured at all... just splurting out nonsense in my mind... arg... !

fan si le... shall go take a bath.. try to freshen myself up... good night!

huh.. ? :<

i think.. i think i am gonna fall sick for the second time this yr...

wa lao...

fancy falling sick twice in no more than 3 weeks..

diao!

anyway, went St James Power Station the night before...

not that impressive lei... frankly, so so only lor...

very crowded.. totally no place to dance or sometimes, even find it hard to move ard the crowd lor..

sorta expensive too... but, the crowd there was obviously a more matured group than places like zouk or double o.. so, yup.. whenever maturity comes into play, preferences will start to change..

hahhaa...

and, thanks to chris, for introducing those babes to me.. they are gorgeous.. but, like i said.. not my type.. hahaha...

really lah... interesting lot of people.. they are considered those rich generation kinda chiongsters la...

driving nice cars... having the company of babes.. wa lao.. hahaha.. sorta felt that i was outta the league when trying to mingle ard..

nonetheless, it was a fantastic night! thanks for everything.. =P (though there is serious doubt that u will see this posting, but still, thanks bud! :P)

very...

tired...

something abt me...

here is something about me...

i realise that lately, i have been losing my cool many a times..

most of it was due to some provocation, which, after much thinking, doesn't call for my reaction at that pt of time..

sorta regret... but, thats just me..

i will try my best to hold tat temper of my... but, it takes time...

no one is perfect.. so, i am not perfect too...

anyway, here is a little something for the one who pissed me off early in the morning of 1st Sept...



when i m in uniform, i hate it when people are not punctual...

at the very least, if you make an appointment with another person, make sure that you spend effort to stick to the appointment time lah..

and, when you call the person, at least be more apologetic... tmd... still make it sound like u are right when the actual fact is the other way rd... then, u freaking ought to be shot!

hate this kinda pple..

not tat i am always punctual... but, at the very least, i dare to say that i make an effort to be on time.. even when i am not, i will either sound it out or at the very least, apologize for my late arrival..

and, pls dun make it sound like people owe u a living, k.. u r tired, so is everyone! u might be doing alot of things... but, that does not mean that others aint doing anything! what u are going thru now is what i have had went thru many many times ago... i been in deeper shit than u did.. that, i proudly say so.. stop trying to "smoke" me with ur cock and bull story.. it doesn't sound appealing to me.. not even at the simplest level..

i just wanna complete my term in one piece.. if you want to break urs into many many pieces, go ahead.. but, dun ever cause others to suffer like you did... coz, it isnt fair at all... think it the other way rd... if i give u all these trouble you are causing to me now, how would u feel? fantastic? fabulous? great?

aiya... dun know why i just sink myself to ur level and rattle abt u... doesnt make sense.. just hope that, U... being born in '85.. at least have some sense of thinking before you talk.. u are not young anymore, k... i have had enuff nonsense from you.. and, once more, if this shit happens, be sure that it will escalate to a much higher level..

i can be reasonable... on the other hand, i can also meet the extreme end.. so, dun try me..


sounds harsh, right?

but, if you are working with such a person for the coming 9mths, it will be damn difficult to endure thru...

trust me... i did try to accomodate to his style of work... but, i can declare now that i cant hold on to this ridiculous person anymore.. really.. i just hope that he can vanish outta my sight forever.. and ever... amen.

its 1st!

yea... 1st sept le!

anyway, had a very start of the week..

fell victim to the flu virus...

quite insistant that this happened due to the 21.1km run i had during last sunday...

as i read from medical pt of view after a run...

there will be a drastic drop of vitamin C loss.. and, yes... that must have caused my illness!!!

took temperature twice at the medical centre..

first, it was at 37.7.. my medic friend told me to take it again with another thermometer..

this time rd, it was 37.8... hahaha.. then, he told me, "u have mild fever"...

but, i felt really weak lor.. maybe this feeling was coupled with the body aches due to the run too.. but, who cares.. it really was quite a terrible day for me..

i had to struggled thru the whole day...

although my friend suggested me to be attended to by the MO... chances is tat i might be able to get a "C" status...

but, decided against it... coz, i have too many duties on hand... dun wanna be a burden to others.. not used to being one either..

nonetheless, i had a caring boss la! he saw me struggling thru the day.. and, he let me have an hr of rest in my bunk lor!

although is just a simple hr, it still meant alot~

when i woke up... very reluctant to leave the bed la... but still, had to.. din really want to mis-use his trust in me.. hahaha... to put it simple, i m just a set of lazy bones lah! :D

soon after i knock off, i skipped dinner and went straight to bed...

slept w/o fan... and hid under the blanket.. intention was to perspire... the old and traditional way to recover from a flu virus.. which i have always known ever since young..

woke up several times throughout the night... but yet, pushed myself back to slp... it was not long after midnight that i started perspiring lor.. hahaha.. luckily i did... coz, i recovered from the flu the very next day!

and, from that, i realised... i slept for a whopping 12hrs stinct! din know i can sleep so much... ever since i entered the service, the most i slept for is 10hrs+ lor... hahaha...

nothing much happened other than this sickness...

just that, i have wednesday, friday and sunday on duties...

following week, will be on course...

tiring schedule coming up! bracing it thru!!! :D

oh... ya.. i started my jogging and exercising regime last thurs! yeah yeah.. gonna continue with it! till i see results fr it! :P