99th time!

hmmm.. this is my 99th posting! weeeeeee... 1 more to a hundred.. ;)

anyway, feeling high now.. dun know why..

went back to school today.. was told that i need to attend a talk.. din know that the talk was venue at NUS.. hahaha.. stupid.. rite? yup.. from the start of it.. it was pretty stupid liaoz.. i was late from the meeting time of 1300hrs.. reached sch abt 1310hrs.. why? coz when i headed for 23 bus stop.. i juz see the bus zoom past me.. hai.. hahaha.. and, guess what! i was the 2nd last to board the bus! everyone already well seated.. so paiseh.. hahaha.. the last was yh ! he.. worse la.. msg him at abt 1240hrs.. told me he juz woke up.. winner!!! shall not elaborate more on the waiting part.. hahaha...

the seminar was quite okay.. talked abt pretty technology stuffs.. what do u expect from an infocomm talk? hahaha... when exiting the place, i hurt yh's leg with the door... glass panel door somemore.. his little toe was hurt in the process.. it was bleeding like it didn't bleed before.. hahaha.. paiseh, yh.. din do it on purpose.. if i really have the intention to make u bleed, that wouldn't be my choice.. i juz need a knife will do.. hahaha.. ;)

hahaha.. another thing to mention for today's happenings.. went to LJS to have my dinner with eric, yh, mingsui and xingyi.. we had quite a meal before deciding to leave the place.. as we were still deciding whether to have a k session, something happened... someone walked past! and, guess who.. dun tell u leh.. hahaha.. all i can say is tat after that, someone's mood went up to the highest and fell down to its rock bottom.. :D

hmmm.. now, as i stated earlier on, still feeling quite high.. alot of things went thru my mind.. at a flash.. decided that i shld start to take things very easy.. dun bottle everything up to myself.. enjoy my last few days of freedom.. with no worries and thoughts.. live it to the fullest.. even though i know that if i strive for what i want, i might be happier than i m now.. but, i know if i fight for it, there are still chances whereby i will feel damn sad.. and i know that this chance is pretty high.. how i know it? from the way things are right now.. its like a possibility of 0.01% that i will succeed.. so, might as well.. juz leave it as it is.. let me cherish the moments i had with her.. the moments whereby was filled with smiles, laughter, happiness and joy.. so nice.. love it.. ;)

the decision is...

i have decided to leave for India.. haahaa... ya.. din tell many pple ard me.. only told some of them.. but, its spreading like wild fire now.. worst than sumatra fire.. hahaha.. so, might as well juz say it out now.. (p.s.: i really hope to let u know.. but, i m afraid.. afraid of being ignored.. therefore, din tell u eventually..)

anyway, its like, many pple tell me that the trip might help me in forgetting stuffs which i shld.. my answer to them? what if 4mths later, everything is still in the position of being unchanged? wouldn't it be worse.. ? as such, i have no intention of forgetting it.. dun wanna give myself hope and fall outta it eventually.. i would rather stay at the same point.. hoping for miracle to occur.. who knows.. one day when i wake up, i will juz simply forget.. forget abt the feeling which i strongly have on her..

nowadays, its like, i have been slpin' at times like 0700hrs++.. jialat.. will become a night owl soon.. n also, have this slight stiff neck feeling.. ahhh... ! dun wanna have a stiff neck.. it will make me feel like my neck is being in a cast.. yucks.. lousy feeling!

one last thing.. heard tat theres a brewing battle of relationship between 4 pple going on now.. i was like.. "waaa... !" tats amazing... seen lots of triangle relationships ard.. but, rarely, i see square relationships.. hahaha.. square.. good term to define this kinda relationship.. sounds weird but looks cute.. ahahaha..

alright.. shall blog another time.. :)

机会 ?

这个世界是一个很不公平的地方。。为和？因为有些人可以“要风得风。。要雨得雨”而我，子想简简单单爱我爱的人都不行。。让我再也没有勇气在去享受向爱的感觉。。啊！真失败。。哈哈哈。。不过，我想我会坚强的应付这个结果。。当然，我还是会等待这奇迹出现的那一天。。在这，我想跟你说的是，“虽然我们不能向爱，不过，我对你的爱，依然是真心真义的。。不在乎人家是用哪种眼光来看我，我子在乎你对我的看法。。因为“我爱你”这三个子是对你说。。而不是对他们说的。。”真的。。我以深深的陷入爱河里了。。无法自拔的感觉，真痛苦啊！

好了。。我不想在提起这痛苦的感觉了。。昨天，我到了我SIP的公司去，公司的地点真不错。。在我以前M1办公司旁边。。哈哈哈！真有缘。。我和我的SIP同学一到公司的那一程是。。啊！大吃一惊。。整个公司都是印度人！哈哈哈！！！真好笑。。嘿嘿。。一想到要到那里办公。。真是有点不想。。真不知道我这个决定是对或错。。当然，希望是个对的决定。。在那里的员工对我们也相当不错。。第一次到公司里，他们就请我们吃东西。。哈哈哈。。真把我宠坏了！=P

好了。。不说了。。要到Chan Brothers把昨晚没到机场客人的机膘交还给他们。。


大家要好好的珍惜眼前的一切。。不要在失去过后才开始后悔。。因为，那时就已
经太迟了。。

Have a Happy Weekend! :)

最后，我还是选择了离开

挣扎了那么久，我终于做出了这个决定。。Giselle 说的真没错。。就算我是十分想和她庆祝她的生日，但是并不代表她会要和我在一起庆祝吗。。真是一只大猪头。。每次都做这种一向情愿的想法。。

decisions..

i like making decisions for myself.. decisions whereby will benefit me.. let me be the more advantagous party in the sense of anything... serious.. u can say me as a selfish being or even self-centred.. i dun care..

but, recently, i have so many big decisions to make.. these decisions are so impactive that i juz feel like escaping or ignoring it.. dun know why also.. maybe, one can get easy from even the simplest thing in life let alone those big ones..? dun know how to explain this.. hmmm.. o-O"

another thing.. recently, no matter what i do, i dun seem to get it the way i want it to be.. been pretty down on luck.. even simple jobs assigned to me can't be done in one piece... always making simple task looks complicated... not that i want.. is juz tat i dun know whats happening..

siGhz.. guess i juz need some time to cool down bah...

meaningless...

while walking back home from bugis earlier.. i was thinking.. why is it life is so meaningless at times.. i mean, u can easily say that this is the zest of life.. making u wanna spur on to a higher level.. but, its like, come on.. stop bluffing urself and trying to stay positive... who don't look forward to having a much more meaningful life at all times?

hmmm... i always thought.. wouldn't it be nice if i have this person around me whereby i want and can talk to? i really wish i can talk to her.. let her know of my life's ups and downs.. of coz.. not saying that i want her to suffer with me.. saying all my downs side of life to her.. juz want her to know the truthful me.. the one and only me.. as for the happiness side of my life, i hope tat i can share with this person all the bits and pieces of it... letting her feel happy for me.. as well as sharing the happiness with me.. its juz tat simple.. can't i achieve it? can.. go talk to a doll bah... or though i dun wish to.. :
errr... another thing i wanna mention in this posting.. tat is... if u happen to be a senior working at some company, please help assist those who u think are not as gd as u.. why i say so? coz if u think u are damn bloody good, either u help teach those who u think aren't as good as u or u can bloody do the stupid damn freaking chore urself.. dun juz sit there and whine whine whine.. why? coz u simply tell me that u have this freaking fishy attitude which a normal human being would never be able to stand.. so, come on.. get a life!!! dun assume tat pple who worked longer than u or even, long enuff to be good, are working as "professional" as they are being expected... pple do make mistake... so, either u forgive, or forget.. dun blame.. coz, when blame others, make sure u freaking dun make mistakes.. if u do, u ain't anywhere better.. get my point? so, be good and forgiving... help or even take over from those who need help from u.. dun juz sit there and point fingers.. coz, u never know which day u need help.. and, hopefully, those who can help will help u.. else, u shall rot and die alone.. ;)

tiring day.. very tiring...

waaaaaaa..........!!! tired leh!!! so damn tired leh~~~ *my eye lids feels so heavy!*

why? all thanks to my friends... hahaha... play till like i no need any sleep like tat... only reached home at abt 0630hrs... slept till 0900hrs.. abt 2hr 30mins sleeping time only! and, i have gotta work for 9hrs after tat... waaa.. feeling the kick now... sit on the chair till my head falling off it... why? coz its so hella heavy! >.<

went to quite a number of places with eric, yh and jason.. played quite alot.. and, SPENT alot too!!! ahhhh.... spent like no tomorrow like tat.. heh heh..

btw, we went to watch longest yard yesterday.. it was pretty nice... quite a humourous show.. hahha.. yup! :D

dun know what to do now... updating the blog while working... hahaha.. will blog more when i m free-er.. :D

aaron is a.........

fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool fool

change of background song!

hmmm... noticed that? this question is only applicable to those who have speakers on their system... hahaha...

i kinda like this song.. its very interesting.. "i like to move it move it³..." hahaha.. cute, rite? anyway, its from Magadascar.. hahaha.. very funny show.. anyone wants it? i can burn it for u at a minimal fee! hhahaha.. =X

anyway, tell u guys.. my paper, financial institutions, su*ks!!! why? coz its so freaking hard! hahaha.. what kinda nonsense sia.. i always see this kinda hard paper for business electives/cds.. so, if u r in yr1/yr2, plz.. if u intend to get a business sch subject, work damn hard for ur final paper.. coz, its always difficult to tackle this final exams.. hahaha.. conclusion, dun take anymore business subjects! heh heh.. easy to score in the early stages.. but, hard in the final lap!

now, studying for the assumingly, last paper @ TP.. time passes really really fast.. juz a blink of eyes and a few rounds of fun, i m soon gonna be outta TP.. 真快啊！gonna miss this kinda tertiary lifestyle @ .SG... relaxing and playing as much as we can.. chiong projects till we only get to go home when we see the moon.. slack together whenever they are time allowance.. even if there isn't anymore time left, we still slack.. hahaha.. this kinda lifestyle, its probably gonna be the best around in my life bahz.. especially this last semester, we juz slack and play games! hahaha.. play like we never played before.. talk like we never talked before.. laugh like we never laughed before.. hahaha.. gonna miss this kinda life! :
not to forget mentioning, been thru the ups and downs in my life at TP... times whereby i m really that poor.. remember bring somewhat like only $2 to sch? hahaha.. times whereby i feel really heavy in my heart.. which i m feeling now.. and also, times whereby things start to take a drastic change in direction.. meaning to say, things changed!!! 一切都变了！

hmmm.. i know this is gonna make an adrupt stop to the posting, but, dun think i have much time saying all these anymore.. gonna go back to my studies now.. take care, people! :)

stupidity...

hmmm.. first and foremost, i would like to go thru several important steps on checking a bank cheque..

firstly, please note that the sum is correct.. $10? $20? or $30?

secondly, please note that the date is written correctly! to ensure that the cheque can be banked in smoothly w/o hassle!

thirdly, do check that theres a SIGNATURE!!! (i forgot to check this when i received a cheque yesterday!!!)

hahaha... blame it on my stupidity bah... theres nothing to argue abt when it comes to stupidity.. who can be more stupid than me? hahahaha.. i m the sore winner of stupidity!! wahahah... :D (eric, sounds like soon, i will join ur sadistic group, hor?)

anyway, been slacking for very very very long le.. juz dun understand why i simply fall to such a state of slackness when examination is... errr... hmmm... today? hahahaha... but, while slacking, i did stuffs which are constructive too.. hahaha.. okok.. at least it was constructive to me! been thinking.. thinking of how i kept telling eric to go on for his target! but, what m i doing myself? i seriously wondered.. and i realise.. actually, to love someone doesn't mean you have to get her right beside u.. although u would wish that u are the closest to her.. but, doesn't really mean tat u have to do tat to let her know u love her.. a forced relationship will not garner results.. yeapz... as if i dun know abt this from the very start.. its juz tat i m starting to feel this way.. why? alot of reasons for reaching this stage..

hmnmm.. chill, aaron.. this is how u gotta "deceive" urself from reality.. hahaha.. see.. i going nuts.. starting to talk to myself liaoz... hhahaha... alright.. u guys take care! i will continue talking to myself...

aaron.. what have u been doing... ???

effort.. gone to the drain!

hmmmm...... started the day pretty badly.. only one sentence to describe the feeling of it.. "All efforts wasted".. dun know.. at least tats what i feel.. dun know what shld i do with the CDs.. really dun know.. at this very moment, i juz look at the CDs lying on my computer table.. beside my table lamp.. and think, "poor CDs.. !"

anyway, never mind la.. shld feel optimistic! but, i will still think of a way to get make use of the CDs.. how? i also dun know.. *gRinZ*

went to bugis todae.. its supposingly for aixuan's belated bday celebration.. din know they gonna eat at sakae sushi.. went there with a 1/3 full stomach... coz i ate bread before leaving for bugis.. waste the 1/3 space for the sushis!!! ahahha... while eating at sakae sushi, the stupid place blacked-out twice! aiyooo.. so lousy! each black-out took them more than 10mins to rectify the problem lor.. can u imagine? the conveyer belt not moving.. no air condition.. torturing their clients!!! lousy service! hahaha.. after the meal, went to bugis street to walk abt.. i tell u.. the place is pretty stuffy! if u ever think of going there, dun even wear a shirt with a long pants.. it will only fill u with perspiration lor.. hahaahh... dun know how those pple can stand the heat there.. especially her! how she did it? and i wonder... *grinz*

after shopping there, went back to bugis junction to meet up with jason bay.. he really gained weight! he kept emphasizing to use that SIP = get fat session! why? coz we will juz need to sit down at our seat.. do our work.. and while doing, munch some food.. thus, gaining weight! sound abit scary.. but, who cares.. exercise more will ensure that no such thing will happen to me.. :P after meeting up with him, the whole group of us, elvin, mingsui, mei ting, christina, aixuan, jason and i, went to coffeebean, sat down and chatted thru... as usual, nothing constructive.. juz plain nonsense!!! thats so typical of C040.. :D

right after the coffeebean chatting session, we parted with aixuan and headed to paradiz centre for a k-session! but before elvin and i went for the session, we headed to dhoby ghaut to meet up with phyllis.. he needed to meet her for some studies club stuffs... so, i accompanied him to the station.. they chatted for quite long.. so long that it was way pass the opening hours of "Subway".. ahahha.. abit paiseh.. feel like the staffs there were waiting for us to leave.. but, they juz continue talking.. the pple at subway needed to wait pass 20mins from the usual opening hours before we left.. hahaha... during the k-session, we met up with one of the staff there.. i would grade her as a pretty cute and nice looking lady! hahaha.. serious.. too bad, didnt take her number.. but, at least, i know where to find her if i have second thoughts.. hahaha.. one thing, shes a chinese national... but, its okay if i have a change of mind.. which is pretty unlikely! why? coz theres no more room to accomodate any other inidividual! ahahhaa... one is enuff! ;)

think i gonna go to bed.. wake up later to study! slp well, pple... *smiles*

completed!!!

finally.. finished all 24 pieces.. ahhhhhh... feel good.. but, tired...

wan an! :)

*a sMiLe cOmPLeTeS thE DaY!*

outing outing and outing...

hmmm.. really don't understand... next week.. or rather, this coming week is final exams liao.. and i can still go out like nobody's business... worse of all... it looks as if i won't be having my exams... why? coz i played like its holidays already! hahaha...

been around singapore recently.. really.. why? coz i gotta fetch Daniel to Jurong.. thats the west.. been to town recently.. thats the middle of Singapore.. went to Marina juz now... thats almost the south.. gone to East Coast the night before.. thats the East.. wait.. i din go to Woodlands! so, yup.. not really a complete Singapore yet.. maybe, i will go Woodlands tomorrow to complete the missing part of the "puzzle"... wahhahaa... nuts!

errr.. i would like to thank Weishan for lending me the stuffz i need.. hmmm.. so nice of her.. lending me the stuff even when she yet to open it herself! zhen shi hen hao de peng you!!! hehehe...

oooo... one more thing.. saw a show on SCV on sunday afternoon.. very inspiring.. "Ahead is a straight road.. but there is always hope around the corner".. pretty nice quote! why? coz its very aspiring.. aspire me to look ahead.. and know that theres always chances whereby i can take.. heh heh.. wish u all are the same with me...

anyway, i think i shall start doing some studying.. else, i will need to rush like hell when the examination time pulls near.. that wouldn't be nice le.. :D

happy playing/studying/slacking.. whichever u are doing! :)

fattening day!

yesterday evening was really a fattening day... luckily, i didn't had my dinner.. at least it was better to go for the outing with an empty stomach.. :D

it was a typical all guys outing... total, 8 of us.. ahahha.. lucky number wor! :D

initially, we went to fisherman village.. it would have been better if the rain have stopped.. the place would be so much better! but, in anyway, we still went on and sat down at one of the seaside bar to chill.. mainly, the chat topic were the results of 绝对Superstar and the outing at china black which a few of them went during wednesday.. hahaha..

many of the guys felt the same way like i did... kelly did a better job than weilian during the finals.. but, yong hon told us that there was actually a reason behind why kelly lost.. that is her fans felt that Universal Music was a better company for her as compared to Play Music.. hmmm... dun know.. but if u ask me, likewise, i feel that Universal Music is more well known leh.. hahaha.. whatever the case, the competition is already over! so, be gone with it!!! :D

next, the china black outing.. hmmm.. kelvin power lor.. juz speak whateva he felt like saying.. its like.. he went there, talked to a "butch", and "branded" her as a loser when he know that this "butch" is actually a 4.1-er... hahaha!! dumb lor! later kanna whack then he will realise what kinda words he have spouted out.. hahaa..

oh.. one more thing! i kept having dreams recently.. this time round, the dream was abt me and my group of friends in a lab! as usual.. we sat down at the lab.. and were engaged in a game! the dream is damn stupid hor.. so, pple... dun laugh when i narrate it hor.. hahaha.. ok.. the game became so realistic that the playing character chosen by one of my friend uses a weapon which is a fire bomb.. those kinda use beer bottle.. then, tipped with a litted towel and, "bomb".. fire! hahaha.. we were so engrossed with the game.. then, suddenly, the "bomb" came out of the screen and hit one corner of the lab.. as the lab is fully PC, there were alot of wires.. we were all stunned by what happened.. but, my this friend juz kept continuing with the action.. which meant, he kept getting his chosen character to throw the fire bomb.. till the whole lab caught fire lor.. hahaha.. dumb, rite??? and, the friend happens to be Jason Tiang.. buwahahaha... dun ask me why its him.. its juz him.. tats all.. hahahaa... what abt the ending? the ending is very dumb-er!
lol... we tried to extinguish the fire.. but, to no avail... so, we rushed outta the lab.. and amazingly, there were explosions! we thought it would be damn jialat.. but, as amazing as the explosions, the fire was extinguished after the explosions.. hahahaha.. where got logic.. but, as i say.. its a dream.. in dreams, anything/everything is possible! hahaha.. we went into the lab.. cleared up everything.. and acted as if nothing happened.. tats all from my lousy and long dream! loL... ;)

song nite..

hmmm.. tonight, i juz wanna sing my nite away.. dun know why.. maybe coz of the superstar fever bah.. heh heh..

was watching 绝对Superstar!, it was quite nice.. my thoughts of the show? hmmm.. frankly speaking, i think that the better singer for the night is Kelly... she sounded much better and confident.. juz like what a superstar muz have as a talent and quality... but, for weilian, he did well for the round which he won.. i thought that that round was his best round for tonight.. as for the rest of the rounds, he did quite badly.. to what i think la.. i also think that he shld have chosen the daniel chan's song which he sang during one of the preliminary rounds.. it shld have sounded better.. but i know, he tried bah.. :)

another thing i wanna speak out over the whole competition.. i feel that alot of pple voted weilian coz he has a physical disable... as i always hear from interviews on him.. pple will always say, "I will vote for weilian.. coz i think its very couragous for someone who is disabled to go so far...", to me.. its like an encouragement for him.. but, if i think further, i will not like such comments.. why? coz i feel its like pple vote for him due to his courage but, not his talent in music.. oh well, i dun know.. all these are juz my feelings bah.. nonetheless, feelings aside.. my best wishes to both the finalist! u all did well.. though i din always catch the show, in fact, i only actually sat down to watch the final throughout.. din even watched any other episodes in full.. hahaha.. :)

now, let me share with you one of the songs i have been singing thru-out the day..

Rick Price - Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

(Repeat Chorus)

Heaven knows... heaven knows.


nice song... juz suddenly feel like singing it.. maybe coz its quite applicable to me bah.. or, issit, i juz like this song? 不知道！:)

中文entry...

今天一开始就有点不太顺利了。。 从我在做 FYP 到我开始 presentation, 一点都做不好。。我也不知道究竟发生了什么事。。 就是很没有运气。。到了晚上。。还以为会比较好一点。。因为我在网上看到我想看到的人。。哪里知道。。别人忙到没回复我的 msg。。真凄凉。。不过，我已经开始习惯了。。这就是人生。。有起，有落。。这样才象个人。。我也不知道我想说什么。。这就是人人所谓的有苦难言吧！我只是知道我已经无法自拔的陷入爱河理了。。